Cutting edge

Why did you always cut yourself? Everytime i see the scar, it reminds me how it doesn't hurt in the first place when u cut yourself. Adter the wounds healed, i started to feel the pain....emotionally...why did you do that for? Everytime as i sit and i saw it, it always remind me of the pain. Why? WHy did you do that for? Juz coz that your friends did that and you want to follow suit? Or it is that you tried to end your life? Well, i shouldn't be bothered by it after all...it for so long already and i doubt that you even realised that i'm seeing it every single day....i don't know why i'm writing this blog entry down, but i juz want you to know that don't do it again...though its been so long already...but i know that pain you kept for so long? Don't you want to share it out? I'm at all ears.....i have been noticing it for this few days and well, i juz can't stand the thought abt it all.....

Dedicated to the person who is reading this...you know who you are...bt i doubt that you even know that i've a blog...haha...bt its alright....