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29th of August:
Today, went for cgm and well, Praise the Lord the message was good and i believe that the Word has indeed touched many people lives...hehe....after cgm, shu yin, xin ru and i take bus no 3...haha...though it is a very long ride...haha...xin ru alighted at Pasir Ris while i and shu yin alighted at tampines...well, on our journey, we talk abt many stuffs...hmm...to kill off the time it will take to reach tamp....when we reach tamp, we waited at the pizza hut for place and well, when sis came, i tried to play with her by taking her cap off and wow....she suddenly blow her top off....haha...bt after that, she cool down already...haa...well, throughout yesterday, shu yin kept on telling me that she felt very bad that my mum treat her...haha...bt well, this is a form of blessing from God..haa...many people always reject the blessings of God....God uses people to bless us....hmm....well, forget to mention, yesterday Attributes gave me my present and well, Praise the Lord they bought for me cushions...wee...juz when i am having a terrible backache...and well, God is an awesome God...hhee.....

30th of August:
Dear blog, juz to let you know that i'm spending too much time on you....my dear diary might get upset with you as i'm telling you too much of my daily events and my diary hasn't even been touch for days....bt not to worry, dear blog, coz dear diary contains all the secrets and problems and it is so dear t0 me that dear blog, i wouldn't share it with you juz as i didn't share with dear diary my daily activities...fair and square?---> am i mad or wat? hahahaa....
Well, today in maths lesson, we got back our maths paper 2 and well, juz as usual, it wasn't properly done to the expectations that the teacher have for us and well, Mr Louds called all of us to stand with our hands behind our back...well well...he said that that makes it easier for us to pay attention to him...maybe...maybe this way Yusri won't sleep...haha...btw, he commended some people negatively and he said that for me, i'm the only person that he dont' have to worry coz i'm independent and that i'm on the right track though i failed my mock exam...everybody was turning to look at me and Mr Louds was looking at me too and i don't know how to react...wat reaction should i show? in the end my face turned red..haha...juz as usual...btw, why did everybody say that i am independent? most teacher said that and well, even mum say that too....and coz of that, they tend to shift their attention to other people and well, they don't really bothered abt me...coz they think that i can handle things on my own...bt Mr Louds, i needed help in my maths...don't leave me alone...hahaa...no lar...Miss Independent here knows when and where to get help right? hm...

Some thoughts of the day:
Dad has started to pick up gambling again...and thats the thing that i can't stand it...and well, it is indirectly a form of gambling and though it is something like booking, i don't agree with wat he is doing....normally when that happens, and he gamble and loses, the people to suffer will be us,dad....not you...you make us suffer more than you do....i'm nt sure abt sis and mum, bt i'm sure abt that myself...bt Praise the Lord that through what happen last time, i'm able to stand up strongly and independent on my feet...bt dad, plz don't do that.......thanx......
~i doubt you even know that i'm writing abt you here....even for the theme of my art is abt you and you dont even knew it...haiz..haha....bt i'm confident that i will try to knock some sense in you to give up gambling...haah...you can do it, man!