missing you part 2

Odd man 1:
for no reason, i can't stop thinking about you...why did you go away? here i am, waiting for you, you didn't reply, you didn't give a call...all you gave is silent....you assume that all is well here....bt deep down i couldn't let you go....i learnt to let go of the things about you...and juz so recently, you came back to me...i can't help thinking about what you've done, that impacted me so much...so very much...i can't stop missing you...

Odd man 2:
you have turned back to who you used to be...i can't help feeling so betrayed..you promised not to do that again..you broke my heart once more...you think that by pretending nothing has happen, all will turn out well, bt that is wrong, it hurt me even more....how many times do you want to repeat the same all thing? i prefer the old you...plz do not change for the worst...we should look forward to something positive....if God can changed a person like me, all the more He can change you...nothing is impossible for Him...i'm so tired abt what you are doing, aren't you sick and tired of it? let me have some peace, plz dont disturb me and plz do not go back on your ways...you don't talk that much to me now, it doesn't mean everything is fine...it hurt me so deeply, i don't know how to express myself sometimes...do i get angry, upset, depress? i do not know...when something hurt so deeply, sometimes you don't knw how to feel or react that you don't react at all...i think you have made me feel that way....i know you will not read this, bt well, juz to let you knw that i can forgive you, if you take the step to stop whatever you are doing now...it can be stopped...it depends on you... im missing you, the old you.....

there is so many people tat i have been missing this few days, doesn't know why too...to all the people that i miss, i pray that you are alright...coz for no reason i miss you...though i see you almost every now and then...why is that so? i don't know....still trying to figure it out...