Praise the Lord!

19th September:
Well, today i was so prepared to go to cg meeting and well, praise the Lord, before the cg meeting starts, sis Sheena want us to find a place to pray and seek God before cg starts to stir up our spirit man...praise the Lord for that...well, when i was praying, i could feel the tangible presence of God and Holy Spirit touching my heart..i began to cry...and wow....God is so awesome...could actually feel Him touching me...in cg today, the sermon is awesome and before the cg starts, which is prayer meeting, the presence of God is so strong in the place....when u really seek God with all your heart, He is so near to you...bt during the ministry, i felt that my spirit man seems to be mourning...felt so terrible...cried so hard...though i couldn't know what is wrong...bt well, it lasted even after cg...even at the point where sis sheena is going through the Bible quiz with us...when she went through the Bible quiz, i started to tremble and well, basically my whole body felt very cold...i couldn't know what is wrong and at that time, when i tremble, my hands are cold...though i don't really feel cold at all...after we have finish going through the Bible quiz, that is when my breathing difficulty comes....i start to pant very hard and breathe very hard...couldn't control myself...thank God for the alertness of some of the members in cg...they saw it immediately though some didn't...bt well, basically every single member was so alert when they knew it and they tried to help whatever they can...thank God for ppl like sis sheena, that she gives instructions to the members as to what to do, for that she helps me that though i can't move my hands, she help me by feeding me with the medicine and that shar has also help me by feeding me...though i felt like i'm a baby...thank God for them...sis sheena is indeed a good shephard...she indeed tell the members what to do and stuff...praise God for such a leader..before i went home, Kenneth offered to piggy-back me though i dont want to coz i remember at that time in the old tc, Ian piggy-back me and well, i could basically feel him trembling...though Kenneth say that he is stronger...actually, it shouldn't be compared like this...coz for Ian, it is at the old tc at lavender there and well, firstly, it is very dark, secondly, there is only stairs there and lastly, he is worried that if he goes and walk down very slowly, my condition will get worst...praise the Lord for this two brothers...that is why in the Kingdom of God, everyone plays a part and everyone is important...when we reach downstairs, i was put at somewhere that i can sit down..and at there, i prayed in my heart and well, praise the Lord, when i got into the cab, my airway is closed...God is so awesome...when you are at your worst or terrible time in your life, turn to Him..and He will be so close to you...
Well, i juz want to thank this ppl who have helped me and be there for me and for showing the care and concern:
Sis Sheena
Sharlene
Royston
Michelle
Jasmine
Kenneth
Wei Ming
Thanks guys and gals....