YaWn....

24th September:
Hmm....today i don't have to go to school....got no paper today...so i went to Peace Centre...at first, i took the correct bus...bus 64..bt the uncle told me the bus got go to peace centre...bt the uncle didn't tell me where to alight...so the bus went all the way to Macpherson...ooo....not only that....i took a bus back..bus 65...the uncle told me where to alight...then i alight...bt mum say that i alighted at the wrong stop! Powerhouse start at 3pm and it is already 1 pluz...i got a bit panic so decided to take a cab...and i walk and walk and walk before managing to get into a cab...got into Peace Centre and manage to get the image printed...waited one hour for it....God is so awesome..i took a cab to Michelle house....normally it would cost more than 10 bucks...i prayed that it will be less than 10 bucks...Praise the Lord...haha...it is only 8 pluz bucks only...hehe...yesterday, got back the geo paper...Mrs Lee say that some of us will be tramatized...and i think i'm one of them....hmm...maybe not...haha...well, i'm being thinking a lot today...went to siglap and thought of studying there...was at starbucks....study halfway got no mood to study...so many things have been happening in my life...no wonder the Holy Spirit prompt me to "Prepare My Heart". One thing is that today before i went out, i was worshipping God..and i cried in the presence of God...God is always there when u need Him...when you found no one to turn to, turn to Him...He will be so near to you...call upon the name of Jesus...at the powerhouse, i was juz praying and praying and when i close my eyes, i saw something...i saw that i'm walking on a path...and i saw someone....holding my hands and walking the path with me....i could practically feel that Jesus is so close to me...touching my heart...ooo..Praise the Lord...many things is going to happen, some is happening now...bt i will still continue to walk right with God....coz i know that He is holding my hands...walking with me...while i was on bus 10 yesterday, i saw my schoolmates and one of my classmates...at that time i was not really feeling good...really thought of running to a place...a place that is quiet and that no one would disturb me...and cry out to God...when i reach home, i quickly bathe and prayed that no one would disturb me as i worship God...i cried under God's presence for abt nearly half an hour or more...then i prayed....Jesus is indeed my Comforter....i told God to stop myself from crying..and i could the warm....the presence of God..slowly...i stop myself from crying.....hmm....God is indeed so awesome...well, this few days, when i pray, sometimes i will suddenly cast out the devil...the different spirits.....whenever i pray for someone or for myself....ooo...it seems like a battle...a spiritual battle...bt i know that we will win it...all of us are warriors of God...we can fight it through!