Dear blog, today there is not a need for me to go to school...so i wake up early to study...and well, managed to study quite a lot and do some maths questions.....well, i managed to find the song refuge that we sang on saturday and played it on the guitar....well, i practised the guitar by playing some worship song and though i didn't pray first, i could feel the presence of God....felt so refreshed and though i'm tired, i'm no longer tired and after which i went to study...well, was supposed to meet up with shu yin and mich 2day to study...actually i'm the one studying..haha..they will make sure that i study...coz at home there is so many monsters around me...haa...hmm...well, it was raining too...so had no mood to go out too...bt well, it stop a few mins after i felt that way....well, in the late afternoon, i have tuition with sis sheena, bt before that, when we are in the library, i saw kenneth, han wei, chun hao, liting and ruyu...and well, didn't really talk much to them...esp if kenneth is around...haha...if not he will make my life miserable...haha...oh well, the lib is closing so we went to kfc...and well, i'm actually quite irritated with myself...simple formula i can forget...haha...though i remember it when Mr louds test me...haha...bt well, i'm quite irritated and pissed with myself.....so i do think sis sheena is feeling tat way too...it always happen when ppl teaches me one on one...tat is y whenever i ask Mr louds a question, i do think tat he has learnt his lessons of not teaching me one on one...coz will vomit blood one...haha...tat is y he always make sure that are ppl around before he start to explain...hmm...oh well....i juz don't like one on one...bt thank God it is not my mum's friend...if not even worst...haha..oh well, less than 2 weeks to the maths paper....and well, mr louds last time challenged me individually....tat he wants me to aim for an A for my maths...bt well, i think i will disappoint him coz right now i don't even think i could get a C...bt well, miracles do happen...bt at least i must get a B..if not really will be very disappointing to him...haa..i felt like giving up on my maths...bt on the other hand, i don't want to...so should i or should i not? coz even if i don't give up, it will be very difficult for me to go to design course in the poly....coz maths is very important...and they would choose someone with a good maths result rather than juz passing....i wanna go to NAFA.....oh well, i shall not worry...for my future is in God's hands...i will perservere on and carry on having the faith in God that He will grant me the desire of my heart....and well, this coming sat is our evangelistic service, i believe that we will be able to see many ppl coming into His Kingdom...and i believe tat though i'm going to sit for my o's soon, i believe that i can still reach out regardless of wat...and i will not be bothered by "guy e" who say to forget abt reaching out first...bt i will put God's kingdom before me....so well, i will stop here for now....left with 4 more days to reach out...sure can one....jia you!!! Go! Soldier for CHRIST!!!


well, managed to find you in friendster...haha....long time no see liao...hmm....well, haha...can't believe tat he has changed so much...haha....hmm...it always happen this way...ppl must change for good...so glad to knw tat u've changed...haha...can't believe tat i crushed on u for 2 yrs...haha...all the best for all that you do...
~~dedicated to the one~~~