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Dear blog, well, today in service, it is so power-pact....esp during worship....i cried in the presence of God and well, i felt as though the Holy Spirit is hugging me when i lift up my hands...i cried to God the longing and desire for more and more of Him....and well, i could basically feel the presence of God and after which, i felt so comfortable emotionally....was actually feeling down...bt praise the Lord for the experience that i had....well, after service, during fellowship, i kept on running to the toilet to vomit...maybe i should go and see a doc...something must be wrong with my health...well, today, God has healed my broken heart...in the morning, i was worshipping Him with my guitar....and i prayed for God to heal me...and praise the Lord for it....hahaa...well, suddenly i felt like i haven't nothing to tell you, dear blog...haha...i'm lost for words...well, o level is coming...seeing all the friends around me have someone behind their back to say to continue to strive, to continue to run the last lap, bt as for me, no one is running with me...they have parents who kept on encouraging them, friends to do so...bt well, though my friends encourage me, bt couldn't really feel so much encouraged by them..haha..my family is like not that much concern abt it...so..oh well...bt well, i'm going to study very hard for the glory of God...stop here for now...