LaLaLa!!

Dear blog, well, today, i was very irritated when i wake up...all the way until the afternoon which was not a good thing...i scolded dad coz he was very irritating....the Bible says that we must honor our parents and that even though we are angry, make sure that we do not sin while we are angry...so well, i went to worship God while playing the guitar...i could basically feel Him touching my heart that i weep.....how great it is to be in His presence...could feel so secure....whenever i do something that displeases Him, i will always felt the Holy Spirit telling me that what i'm doing is wrong and i will always repent and cry out to God to forgive me.....this few days as i begin to get close to my another group of friends in art, i could feel that they are so insecured....that they felt so insecured...abt their future, their life....really want to bring them to Christ...well, 2morrow i'm going back to do my art, and well, though i'm the only chinese now in my art lesson, it doesn't matter though...coz i will have to learn to be independent......hmm..dad is so concern with sis....which is a very good thing....coz sis last time felt that no one cares abt her...mum is also very concern with sis rather than me..which is a very good thing...mum say she never really worry for me and that she can leave me on my own...oh well....no one really wants to be bother with me...most of our relative also care more abt sis....for eg aunty mina, aunty lacey.....well, only aunty doris care abt me....always give me money more than giving to sis...hhaha...well, it is a good thing coz next time when it comes to leaving them, i don't feel that bad....except that if grandma were to leave....God, don't let her leave yet...don't let her leave while i'm having my o's.....i'm having this feeling that it is soon...everytime i felt this way it will really come to pass...plz..don't.....i can't afford it...bt well, it is God's timing....not the timing of men...coz to me, grandma is so fragile......so very fragile....well, this few days i've been thinking abt you again....you said you are coming back...bt well, it seems like a century...hhaa....bt on the other hand, i don't want you to come back...coz i knw you are a man of your word...haha....bt well, i will never worry...coz God is in control.....and i believe that you are still growing strongly in the Lord so well, i knw that you will have grown one level stronger....i knw you will be very pleased to knw that i've learnt to trust more in the Lord....haha....last time you used to encourage me to trust more in Him....hehe...i believe that wherever you are now, you will always find a church there...haha...well, stop here for now...btw, there is music in my blog now...haha....yeah!!!!