TeaRs...

Dear blog, u know wat, yesterday while i was in bed, i cried so hard...trying to minimise the sound...how terrible it felt....so many things came into my mind....really...don't even knw how to handle.....now i'm starting to miss my class...haha.....no wonder mrs lee say that you will not feel it until you have officially graduated...haha....oh well......bt thinking abt it, i cried for hours.....and well, couldnt really get to sleep...and you knw wat, the worst thing is that i felt as though it is depression time...like how it used to be...bt Praise the Lord, for i prayed in my heart and slowly, when i thought that i couldn't sleep, He was there to comfort me, could feel Him so near, so near to me.....really, when your world collapse, noone can really care abt you, except for Him who died for you.....Bless the Lord oh my soul...could feel God's love smoothering me to sleep....Praise be to God...hehe....i think that it will be very hard to accept reality, coz i gave up so much juz for them, and oh well......its alright though...coz i knw i've tried my best to help them and showed them care and concern though it is being mistaken for something else.....bt well, nobody is perfect....haha.....stop here for now....experiencing abt 2 hurts nw....i believe that God will be able to heal my heart....it is as if everyone has come into my life, take bits and pieces of my heart, and right now, there is more than half of my heart gone......bt well, i believe that in our life, we will experience all these hurts, and before you become a leader, you will have to learn so many things....gtg now.....