BlEsSeD...

Dear blog, yesterday after i've blogged, my mum starts to scold me...i do not know why also...bt she juz start it like tat...and you know wat, i cried...so many hurts in my life...and she juz scold me for things tat i didnt do...tat always happen yar? and she said so many things tat hurt me...and you know wat, i juz simply do not know why she is doing that...bt well, it's alright though...maybe i deserve it? haha....and well, i cried and cried so bitterly...and then she stopped....well, i let out some stuff....one-tenth of my hurts out by crying....after which i felt so great...God is indeed so awesome....coz yesterday there is conference....and a long day ahead...and well, i do not want to spoil my mood too....

well, yesterday i went out with michelle....haha...and you know wat, we went to popeye to eat....coz she feels like going there to eat...and well, after which we went to heeren to look for shar's pressie...and well, thank God i didn't buy for her roxy stuff....haha..coz she didn't like it....haha...i only get to know it when i call sis sheena on the phone a moment after i've left the shop...and well, we couldn't find anything there to buy for shar, so well, sis sheena says tat wisma atria has the stuff tat we can buy for shar...so we went there...well, we went to surfbabes quite a few times i think...went in and out and stuff....haha....bt still couldn't find it...went to flash and splash...all guy stuff...bt i saw this wallet....got a pic of a very cool girl...thought tat would be nice...bt mich juz say tat shar wouldn't like guy stuff...and she didn't even see the wallet...haha....the wallet is actually for a gal...haha....bt nvm....so well, we took mrt and she went home and i took mrt to church....well, in the train cabin, there is this 2 girls from our church...they took out getting started book and stuff...and well, they start asking questions about God....and well, they seems to try to find the perfect answer and mould out the perfect answer about the questions....and you know wat, when i heard tat, i was thinking, like we do not need a perfect answer regarding stuff abt God to know Him, bt wat we need is a relationship with Him...Christianity is not abt concepts and principalities...bt it is about a relationship...a relationship with God...a heart to heart relationship.....

Well, yesterday conference was great...and well, pst Kong shared abt legalism and antanomianism and stuff....and well, this really touched my heart a great deal as well, i felt tat the Christians tat i know doesn't really act as one....they are one during fri, sat and sunday...bt how abt the weekdays? well, i shall not named names, bt well, when pst Kong was preaching abt legalism and antanomianism, some names juz pop up in my mind...and well, i believe tat God did not want us to become like this, misinterpreting what God has for us....and well, there are many ppl out there tat needs God, so therefore, legalism and antanomianism cannot arise in our land...coz there are many ppl who misunderstood wat Christianity is all about, and they feared to become a Christian, even though they believe in God, for they do not want to be in bondage with the laws tat the church has set or tat ppl has placed in them...and well, a plain eg is Karen....hmm....well, for me, i didn't know wat to do....i've prayed for her before and well, she is so open....bt the fact is tat the group tat she has experienced with, is making her move away from God, for she knows tat it is not right....hmm....i believe tat there is really a tremendous move of God in our church....God is so awesome.....i could feel His presence......ooo....how i long for even more of His presence....

Well, yesterday, i was supposed to take the shuttle bus back...bt well, praise the Lord, someone offers my mum a lift to our house...yeah...praise the Lord! and well, the couple is indeed a great man and woman of God, not sat, sun, fri christians...hehe...and well, we couldn't contact sis..and you know wat, the bro is so kind enough tat even though we are in his car getting ready to go, he asked mum to call sis again..so tat she don't have to take shuttle bus back...bt to much avail, she didn't ans...oh well...bt well, the bro drive to the place where the shuttle bus will arrive...and i get out the car at E1 there to look for sis....the bus came already and i could see any sight of sis...so i ran back to the car....and well, the bro say no choice liao...so he drive off...and well, i really like his car a lot...really comfortable...family car....haha...so nice...and all the while i was closing my eyes resting...couldn't sleep though...and well, i listen to their conversation...both of the bro and sis are in business cellgroup...and they are so on fire for God...they are real estate agents....and well, praise the Lord for them...reached home safe and sound...ahah....maybe God knows tat i'm tired...and send this couple who offered my mum a lift home....haha....well, after tat mum and i went to the coffeeshop to eat...i've ordered food and well, the person actually forgotten about my food!! haaha...and when the food came, i totally lose my appetite....and well, the egg is not properly cooked...like raw eggs...remind me of the fear factor...so no choice...i eat it..and you know wat, raw egg is really good for constipation...coz i was constipated for few days liao and after i've eaten the raw egg, i went to the toilet today when i wake up...haah.....yeah...felt so good now...well, yesterday i told mum some of the stuff....and well, though she listen, she doesn't seems to care much too...i brought up the fact tat he steal money from her...and she got no reaction at all!!!! as though nothing happens lke tat...haha...so strange...oh well, i've typed so much liao....see ya...


Well, yesterday so many ppl have seen my hair...and well, the response is this: 90% of the ppl like my hair....10% of the ppl dont like my hair...and for me...i think i'm among the 10%...haha..dont know why too...muahahaha......