HaIrr...YuCk....

Dear blog, yesterday i went to have my hair coloured...and you know wat, the colour didn't really turned out to wat i wanted...i didn't choose the colour myself...i asked tat guy...the guy tat make my hair is actually an actor from mediacorp....haha....the one tat act in donno wat show one lar...chinese one..haha....oh well...he speaks to me in chinese....and when he washed my hair for me, he kept telling me to relax...haha....how can? the smell stinks until donno like wat...haha...and you know wat, the treatment he uses is different from others...he do it in between of colours....after one colour, one treatment...haha....waste much of my time...was planning to go to heeren, bt didn't...so today i will go to heeren with mich to buy shar's pressie...haha...well, i'm a bit low on cash...so can't really buy things tat are expensive...so yar...haha.....bt i'm still going to buy things from tat brand....haha....oh well...christmas is coming also...so well...don't knw i've enough money to buy pressie for ppl or not...haha....oh well....bt well, praise the Lord tat now i've enough money.....hmm...took cab twice yesterday...wasted $3.40 and $7.80...haha....total up to be about $10 pluz...haiz...this money is wasted...thought of putting this in my bank...bt wat is don't cannot be undone...bt don't know, my God will provide me with all that i need....haha....yeah...my God is good....

Well, i juz discovered something...well, i've shaked off her right now......well, there is so many peeps i've to handle...haha...and everyone of them is telling me negative stuff...tat i've always felt so bad after tat...haha...so discouraging...and imagine, she, she, she, she all tell me negative stuff abt their life and abt other things, imagine the amount of encouraging stuff i've to tell myself...for every 10 negative stuff, i've to tell myself 20 positive things...hhaa....bt right now, sch's over...so yar...haha....yeah!!! no more of tat stuff anymore....hehe......well, 2day there is conference...and well, i'm looking forward to it now....looking forward to getting something from God...a new experience once again...well, yesterday when i took a cab home, i saw pupils from temasek sec wore very nice clothes...seems tat they are having prom night or something....and come to think of it, if our sch have prom night, it will be on dec...bt now i dont' think we will have liao...coz my mum couldn't get the chalet from uncle tony...and well, come to think of it, i don't want to ask him also..though his chalet is super duper big one...bt oh well....he is so fierce...everything also will start asking me stuff...like why i ain't wearing skirt, dress properly and stuff...well, he always asked that yar? this yr new yr i wore formal clothes...and he is not happy...not my fault wat...haha...must step by step..don't force me...i don't like it....when ppl force me to wear skirt.....haha......so plz don't...i will not wear skirt for u to see juz so tat you can help me get the chalet....i'm not tat despo...my sch is not tat despo...and besides, the sch isn't paying it...it will come from our pocket...so might as well don't want....waste money...waste energy...then must waste money buying clothes again...haha...and well, all my friends will get a shock when they see my hair...coz they didn't expect me to make my hair...haha....i guess so....maybe my pri sch friends will think so...


*I'm so angry with my dad right now...he stand at the door there and say tat my nike limited edition shoes put outside the neighbour want to take they take...wat nonsense...not he pay one of course he don't feel the pain..my shoes you know..i'm so poor thing...only got 2 pair of shoes to wear...this and the addidas one...and yet he wants ppl to steal my shoes....limited edition some more...and mum even worst...join in and say tat they take already can buy new one...yar right...as though you will buy for me...haiz...this few days i get irritated so easily...wat is going on? haha....maybe i'm going through changes in my body...some hormonal stuff or something..tat's wat my teacher say when you are suddenly becomes irritated at stuff or all of a sudden do something tat you never thought you would do...is tat right? i do not think so....i'm short of cash right now...so plz don't steal my shoes yar? thanxs...God, plz help me protect my stuff...i've had enough of ppl taking my stuff....*