If You love me, you wouldn't read this(part 2)

Dear blog, today, i've seen her earlier today...oh well, i can't believe tat i'm behaving tat way...i'm the biggest hypocrite....oh well....i know tat i will feel very insecure when i talk to her, and u know wat, i actually when to the canteen to buy things together with her!!! oh...haha....felt so sad today....saw mrs hwang, she look sick...saw mrs sung....she make me feel so uncomfortable...haha....oh well....btw, she don't believe i cried yesterday...well, i did....and u knw wat, i feel like crying now too....suddenly felt so sad...oh...God, don't let this be another depression...there is nothing tat can make me go into depression again now tat ive found my joy in Him.....and the joy of the Lord is my strength..bt you knw wat, when i see him this morning, i can't stand bt could feel the anger burning deep within me....really, i've no mean to hate him, bt it is so difficult to fight tat feeling...and u know wat, somebody stole my bike...and u knw wat, so many ppl have been stealing my things, my bike, my pen...and my friend for service!!! haha....oh well....went out to parkway after going to sch...then somewhere else too....hmm...u knw wat blog, i discover tat ppl are so keen to get into my life.....they thought tat by doing so, they can act tat they love me, i can feel it u see...i'm a person with high eq...haha..so bhb...bt the test shows it...oh well....i can see it too...don't act in front of me...u r juz using me for ur own purpose...watever it is.....u don't love me at all, all of u dont....coz u r juz trying to make use of me..tat group of u....to get secrets of others....and watever that could be...i'm so tired of all this, plz give me a break...oo...dear blog, i can't believe tat last time we used to be together....used to comfort her...and even help her in her depression tat i myself was suffering from it too...and i can't believe tat we actually discuss tat stuff together....haha.....oh well...bye blog...

I'M THE BIGGEST HYPOCRITE....