I'm LoVInG iT!!!

Dear blog, juz nw while finishing my paper 2, i've this strong desire in me to worship God right there on the spot...bt u knw wat, i knw i can't...so i juz hum a song...the song refuge...felt so refreshed...can feel the presence of God...how great God is....though i'm tired, He strengthened me...Praise be to God...and when i was studying juz now, felt the Holy Spirit prompting me to go and worship God...at tat time i was like, don't want to...coz haven't study finish...bt the desire to worship God starts to get even more...to the extend that i really stop wat i was doing, take out my guitar and start worshipping..and well, i start to worship...then suddenly i start to play D family chord...and well, i start to sing...a song juz came out of my mouth...i don't even have the lyrics with me...that song is a song i've never hear b4, as though i juz compose it at that time, i was worshipping God with that song, and well, the presence of God was so strong in the place that i started to weep...and well, God is awesome, felt His strength, His presence moving within me...after that, i worship God with the song refuge...and well, i strummed it the usual way...after which i started to pluck...and well, i changed my plucking...and i don't even knw tat i can pluck that way...haa....another plucking i've learnt today..well, it sounds like how the church pluck it, bt its not perfect...it is like as though today the whole time i was worshipping it was like learning new skills that i don't even knw abt....well, God moves in a different way...though it juz stop raining and ive on my fan that keeps on blowing at me, i felt so hot...the strong presence of God...and even after i've finished worshipping, the presence is still with me...when i keep my guitar, i could feel heat coming out of my hand...as though it is like fire...super hot at that moment....ooo..how great God is .....and even when i was doing my paper 2, having the desire to worship, all the things that God has speak to me through ministry during cg and service juz came into my mind, esp the one which sis sheena prayed for me abt last time....which i will remember it always...heard tat from God twice in my life...really desire for God to say my good and faithful servant again....that is the best thing that God can speak to u abt....and i really long for more and more of Him....today i realised that my fire for God is not as strong as the two time when God speak that to me....it is then tat i began to evaluate myself...i was 1/4 away from tat fire, and i felt that the Holy Spirit is telling me, to get back to the level of excitment for God, the desire for Him, for more of Him in my life....though i'm preparing for my O's, i felt that i can still worship God, served Him even more in my life....God will always be my no 1...and no one else...not even my future...coz my future is in His hands...i love the way God moves...how awesome He is...praise His Holy Name forever more....well, next time i must learn to remember wat i've sing when i worship...hehe....always forget...the 2nd time liao....maybe it mean to be this way....:p..stop here for now...cannot spent too much time here....