ItS nT tHe EnD....

Dear blog, today i've had my maths paper 2...in the midst of it, i was having a bit of constipated feeling...stomachache...haha...oh well...well, even before the exams, it is worst than wat i experienced during the paper...bt praise be to God...for the pain did not last long, bt well, it didn't distract me or watsoever...so Praise the Lord for it....hehe...God is so awesome...bless His Holy Name...though today the paper may be a bit difficult, i thank God that at least i can do it...and juz a few questions i juz scrape through it...well, if i'm able to pass this paper, i think i will be able to get the grades that i so desired for my maths...i believe that God is able to give me the desire of my heart as i began to serve Him....God is a good God....and well, juz today, i found out that Limei, who i intended to bring for this wk carnival cum service at SIS, though she may be constantly going for service, i want her to be rooted into cg and be intergrated....and ying yi and jasmine as well....hmm...and u knw wat, when i ask crystal whether she wanted to go to the carnival, she said that Limei had already invited her!!! wow...praise the Lord!!! heehe.....the fire of evangelism is burning in her...the revival is coming...coming...coming....so soon...hehe...juz as wat i've prayed to God for....it is not our timing, bt God's timing...His timing is always right...hehe....bless His Holy Name forever......i will bless You o Lord...forever and ever....

Well, this few days, after all the studying and stuff, i'm a bit of stressed out...haha...thought of hitting my pillow right now to vent all my anger...haha...dad is so irritating....he always nagging abt this, that, abt the missing person, like a news caster, well, singapore lacks of talent like this, wat a waste...hiaz...he has been nagging and nagging and nagging to the extend tat i had headache this few days...esp when i'm studying...and tat is not good.....hmm.....tat is why this few days when he get so irritating, i would juz call him to keep quiet...and mum and sis too....nobody in this family can stand his nonsense....always saying my mum this and that that my mum gets so irritated with him....esp when he came into the study room to talk to her...then i will stare at hi then signalled to my mum...then my mum had to entertain him...haha...by bringing him out of the room....and even after i've closed the door, i can still hear his voice so loudly even though i've on the music!!! tat is not good....so noisy...very difficult to concentrate....then when my mum called him to lower his voice, he does not want to...haiz...why is it that he always did tat when we are having our important exams or event? maybe he purposely one....i think it is true....yar..very true....hmm....bt well, thank God my mum bought for me chicken essence...haha...2 packet some more...abundance...hehe...praise the Lord.....well, this few days i'm a bit financially tight...does not knw why too...seems tat someone has been taking money from my wallet....i do not want to suspect...bt well, i think i knw who also...bt well, i shall not tell anyone abt it...esp my mum...later she will get very upset abt it....hmm....so decided not to....so many things tat i knw, bt i can't tell anyone...every little secret abt everyone...why do they tell me abt it? hmm....and well, sometimes, it is i who witness it....and everytime tat happens, bad things happen to me as well....for eg, last yr....if nt for i witnessing him cheating, i wouldn't have been feeling so depressed and stuff like tat....hmm....and worst still if it is someone tat is close to u....i'm nt talking abt last yr tat person...bt another one...i shall not name names, coz some of u guys and gals out there reading my blog might know.....don't want anybody to have a different mindset of another person coz of wat i said here.....esp if the person is quite close to u....so many secrets tat i've know....haa...and well, last time, when drinking with friends, and they want to knw a secret of someone tat we all knw, and they knew tat i know, and wanna make me say by making me drink...hahah...so sad..they failed...coz i'm nt dumb too...haha.....well, so if u wanna know a secret abt someone and u knw tat i knw, i'm sorry to say tat i can't tell u...it is other ppl secret...if u wanna knw, go and find tat person personally....coz i can't break my friend trust for me juz coz u r my friend....i'm so sorry...so whoever u are out there tat keeps trying to find out things from me, juz to let u knw, tat person don't want anyone to know...so plz don't bug me for it...thanxs for the cooperation...haa....i sound like a person collecting debts...haha...bt i'm not...don't wanna break other ppl heart.....