To ThE sPeCiAl OnE...

Dear blog, this morning, i wake up 5am...can't believe i can actually wake up...haha...i msg shuyin...coz she landed today...then after which i went back to sleep...haha...wat a sleepy head i am...bt well, i'm tired...cannot blame...pluz the fact tat i'm so confused...so lost....can't move on...my runaway teacher...if i can't get her today, i'm going to her house already...no matter wat.....no choice...my pic with her...i can't afford to fail...6 more days...cannot afford to fail....and well, i've done my very best for my paper 1...paper 2 cannot go down the drain juz like tat....oh well....felt so discouraged now......how to move on? even i continue doing on my own, i don't have black paper, though i can buy, bt most importantly, no sticker....no sticker is like sending in an empty piece of work...has she given up on us? plz don't...God, don't let her give up now...it is the last lap...the really very last lap...i knw she is tired...bt plz....don't....if nt i will really cry...well, i juz discover tat all the friends tat i've, i treat them the same way.....though some of them felt tat i'm a bit bias...am i? haha....i will always go to the same extend for everyone...maybe coz u don't feel it....bt well, juz telling u now, tat well, i care abt every single friend of mine....if u have prob, come and dig me out...and i will help u....trust me...coz i'm a person who find it difficult to say no.....bt thank God i can say no when someone offered me a cigarette....haha....bt oh well...juz don't knw why...feel tat it is so difficult to say no to my friends...esp when they are in times of need....i knw u really need someone now, and u couldn't find anyone....juz to let u knw, i'm always here for u....i can accompany u to places where u always go, the places tat we share moments together.....if tat is wat u want.....though i'm not as close to u as she is, bt juz to let u knw, i care for u....don't worry, i don't mind if after u get out of ur probs and heartache, u leave me alone...tat always happen..so i'm so immune to it now....love ya tons tons....don't go into depression.....agape tons tons.....