Crying for you...

Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you want to do
I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know you can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you

I've been wanting to cry...to cry...juz to cry out loud....bt i don't wanna cry without someone by my side...i don't wanna be like the past...cried non-stop for few hours....what a waste...you've left me...i do not know what you've become...you do not know what i've become...so many things are happening...i wanna talk it out...wanna sort it out.....many ppl offer to me that i can talk to them abt my probs...bt i find it so hard...to go to them and tell them..they've their life too.....nah...forget it....haha...i'm crazy...i wanna go beach and stone there...haha...and cry...cry real hard....i seems to losing it....losing control of everything...God, restore everything..help me....i can't figure out everything...you, you, you, you.....so many of you have been making me cry for you...do i really have to cry for you?