Dear blog, back to blog again...u knw what, God is so awesome...oh..yes He is...well, i managed to survive with those money that i have...well....God is good...all the time...btw, today i went out with mich and sis sheena to watch a movie...we watched Meet the Fockers rather than phantom of the opera...thank God we didn't watch that show...if not i would have fall asleep...haha...*apologies to mich who wants to watch that show..haha...* well, that show is nice, funny...haha....didn't really feel as though i've waste my money..haha..yeah..bt i still haven't pay sis sheena yet...haha...well, the fockers parents are so loving...comparing them to my parents...urgh...haha...don't even wanna think about it...well, they dont even celebrate each other bday, anniversary....haha...so sad...too bad...with a husband like my dad, a wife won't be happy...haha....mum so poor thing...even jewellery and stuff must buy herself...everytime went with her to the jewellery shop, she will seems so envious of other couples..where the husband pull out the credit card to pay...and she herself, have to watch and envy it...while she has to pull out her own credit card...haha..btw, dad and sis are like ganging up to go against me...emotional abuse again...dad start to threaten me again...haha....bt such small one...i shall not take it to heart...but well, uncle Freddie say correctly....that mum and dad are abusing us...emotionally...that is why i'm so emotionally weak..which is one thing i hate...i pray that they won't gang up like the other time...haha! sis don't like me using com...coz she can't use...don't like me going out...for don't kknow what reason...well...today was a day well spent..so was yesterday..these few days eat good food...haha..yeah...btw, God is so good....hehe....went to pastamania with mich..haha...first time i add finish the whole thing...pluz side salad...haha...pluz drink...wow!! mich ask me if i'm full...i told her alright lar...and i think that she is surprised to hear that...bt well, don't be surprise if i eat too much now, then got one point in time i don't eat much or don't eat at all...haa...mich might guess correctly...haha....

*btw, i'm going to save money...many will be surprised that i'm saying these...haha..bt yeah..i'm really going to save money....first, to pay sis sheena...second, to pay mum....third....to really save money for self...haha....so therefore, i shall not waste money for white elephant...haha...*

*btw, another thing, i think i'm going on diet...haha....eating supper everyday...cannot lar...haha...will grow fat...don't want...eat too much chocolates and sweets and tidbits...not good..haha...wanna be thin...haha....so next time if i eat too much, plz stop me...*