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Dear blog, 2day, during service, sy roger shared about his life and stuff...and he said that ppl influence can really destroy you....am i like wat he said...listening to ppl all around me that they define who i am since young? and the things that i went through when i was young...tat cause me to become such a girl...a girl that doesn't look like a girl...a girl tat doesn't look like a guy....wat do i look like? haha...guess my gender...someone once laughed at me...saying that when i go toilet, i can go to the girls and boys toilet....coz whichever toilet i go, i look like that gender....ooo....that really hurt me a lot....bt that's the past...i'm at least better now yar? i hope so...haha....and i've really prayed that God would take away my feelings too....bt not that kind of feelings...other kinds...abt other stuff...i'm straight....haha...not swaying towards the right or left...hahaa...hmm..great message....such ask that whoever to listen...hhaa....i think that sy roger is a bit cool...as in the way he talks...super fast...haha....last time i talk that fast too is it? haha...hmm...many ppl say i talk very fast like as if i'm gonna go catch a plane or something...bt well, was really blessed by the msg...hhaa...praise the Lord...