I know that many ppl reading my blog will get upset or even shocked at wat i've blogged...sorry abt it...i juz want to vent my anger...rather than vent it on other ppl right? so sorry abt it...if you get insulted by wat i've written, then i think that you shouldn't read it.....coz i don't want to keep it inside my heart for too long....i don't wanna get trapped in tat cycle again...so if you can't take it, don't read it...thanxs