Dear blog, hmm...well, i'm gonna go and sleep already..juz thought of blogging..haha...guess wat, talked to some people online..hmm..haha...well, i discover that the people online always give me trouble..esp guys....haha...no. 1, says tat i've a rough voice...then adriel say no, i don't have...hmm...don't like tat guy...saying i've a rough voice..ahha! liars...another one...hmm..talk crap...hmm...really, haha...then no 3, the guy said something that well..eww...yuck..fancy saying that 3 word...*yuck*...haha...hmm...well, the last 2 days have nightmare...don't really dare to go to bed...yesterday really went to sleep at 4 pluz...and guess wat, nightmare again..haha..maybe i should really pray once before i go to bed...coz everytime i pray, no nightmare..haha...

Plz...no more nightmare of that sort, nightmare abt my results...eww..haha...so scary...am i crying for joy or am i crying for sorrow? haaha....no one knows..neither do i...btw, i read articles abt sleeping disorder.....hahaa....guess wat, i've one of it too....hmmm...sometimes i'll juz sleep walk, or am i wide awake? haha...did i sleep walk yesterday? i know i sometimes sleep talk...ahahah..so yar...bt i'll sleep talk when i'm having terrible nightmare..i'll scream also...haha....so beware sis..this few days....i might scream...and well, ppl say tat when i scream, their eardrum will burst...really? haha..i nt sure abt this..haha...bt when i am a child, tats wat aunty and uncle always say...they will make sure tat i won't scream...isn't tat depriving me of my childhood? which child don't scream? ahaha...jiali..learn to forgive and forget..haha...

btw, my dream abt my results..isn't very good...on one hand, i dream that i got very very good grades, tat i'm one of the top student in singapore..then after tat i can go to jc...then after tat, i had another dream, i dream abt that i get my result...i didn't do very well...no poly want me...ite..nah...then i end up like wat shuyin say...a sales girl...haha..may God forbid..i dont' wanna be a sales girl when i grow up...hmm..haha...i know i can get good grades...haha...so much for my happy ending huh? hahah....stupid devil..wanna flood my mind again..i shall make him land in hospital again..haha....come to think of it, i really wasted a lot of my time doing useless things during my year of o level...i wasted my time helping ppl do things tat i'm nt suppose to be doing...helping ppl to the extend tat it took away my time? haha...stopped thinking abt it, jiali..you are really bored until like this..oh no..haha..i'm tired now....maybe i'm entertaining myself...haha....hunting for jobs recently..i'm going to go for the interview tat xue qi went..haha..then we can work at the same place..at least got someone to accompany me..haha...oh well..i'm gonna go sleep now...haha...tired..God, i pray tat i wont' have nightmare..hasn't been sleeping well...sleeping late, waking up late..haha..not good..coz i dont get enough sleep...work up by nightmares...haha...yesterday dream of something real terrible also..

Well, i've asked people...and well, they say tat i've a rough voice..so therefore, that guy is not lying...or are they? i'm not sure..haha...well, who cares abt this right? :p