Dear blog, well, today i went out with mum...felt that it was such a chore going out with her..for wat i do not know..and guess wat, i follow her to many places today...firstly, we went to bugis...coz she wanna submit her survey thing..and guess wat, on the way there, there is this two angmoh elderly sitting in coffeeshop...kept looking at me when we passed by...wats wrong? hmm..haha..waited for mum for quite long outside..hmm..then after tat we took bus to orchard..ppl in bus looked at me also..wats wrong? hmm...then reached orchard, we went to wisma atria...when to collect my phone..hmm..haha...yeah..praise the Lord...coz well, they fixed my phone and gave me a sheet protector..coz my phone got scratches all over...hmm...then we shopped around there...then after which we went to taka and blah blah blah..then after tat, we went to meet bro Hanson...my mum cgl...quite a nice guy..he lend me his digicam..haha! the digicam good man..haha...canon...hee~ well, i'm gonna write him a note to thank him..hhee...his wife is good too..haha...btw, well, i saw Chiu Yun today!!!! yeah..haha..juz when i was thinking how come i didn't see her on sunday..haha...yeah..whenever i feel like seeing someone, there will be 90% that i'll be able to see them...except tat one person..haiz..and all those overseas...so sad...i missed them...btw, on my way back home on the bus, there is this guy...talked to himself in a very strange language...as though it is tongues to me...seen him many many times already..and guess wat, the first time i saw him, i've got this urge to go over there, and say this, tat Jesus loves you..i don't know why, bt i felt it tat way..sometimes, i felt like going over to him and say, peace be to you...coz well, i felt tat there must be something in his life tat make him behave this way...everyone behaved in a very wierd way towards him...everybody gave him the strange look...laughed at him, joked at him...not realising tat he is a human being...with feelings like them...they wouldn't want ppl to laugh at them, bt they themselves are doing tat to others...everyone has their own weaknesses...i can't understand why more and more humans are becoming so unhuman...they are like so kind of being...humans..humans...juz wat am i thinking abt? this world really need Christians that is willing to cast aside their pride, their everything..for God's Kingdom...to shine for Him in this darkness..will i be able to do it? i believe i can...by God's grace and strength...God, i really want to shine for You in this darkness...nt for my own glory, bt for Yours o Lord...i do not now why, bt i juz feel very sad for this ppl...so called the "outcast" or the "misfits" of the society..like wat my friends say..bt i don't think tat way..they are also humans..juz like us....so well, we shouldn't judge them...

*well, the other day i went to nursery to find mum, she wasn't there...only one helper there...so i passed her the things tat my mum forget to bring..and guess wat, i only spoke this to her, "can you please passed this to my mum, sally? coz she has forgotten to bring this for ministry." then i said bye...and guess wat, she told my mum many things abt me...1stly, she said that i'm pretty(haha..bhb..bt yar..first time see her she said this, can't find any motive though) and tat i'm prettier than my sis..coz my sis need to doll up to look pretty..she said tat mine juz come naturally..haah..yeah..praise the Lord..hee~...2nd thing, she said tat i'm smart...by juz wat? 2 sentence and she said i'm smart..hee...well, maybe she can tell or something? coz she is like the i/c also? hmm...haha...maybe i'm smart, bt i don't think i am...coz ppl out there are smarter than i am....the 3rd thing tat she said, she said tat i know how to plan and calculate things very well...maybe she's right...coz well, i really like to calculate things a lot..esp when it comes to buying things..things to do with money..haha..i'm such a money-minded person..haha...abt planning? i'm nt too sure abt it..bt mum say tat everything she said is true...is it? i do not know..and btw, how come she knows all these things when i've only seen the first time that day before service and when no one was there? hmm...don't know..mysteries to me...haha...(so much for being bhb...bt well, if u know how come she'll know..tell me..haha...to solve this mysteries...)*

well, stop here for now..tired...good night...erm..i mean good morning..bt i'm going to bed..haha....