Dear blog..wow...abt 3 days never blog i think..or 2? hmm..who cares..haha..the weather is so warm nowadays..hate it...haa...hmm...cell group and service..hm..well, the pressence of God is very strong during service yesterday...could feel it very strongly esp tat time when praying for healing...wow~ how awesome...and guess wat, yesterday my eyes hurt again...my eye the thing come back again...why huh? haha...aiyar..the doctor cheat my money!!! 3 mins...diagnose wat? haha...nonsense..i'm getting more and more irritated with Raffles..hm....firstly, can't find wats wrong with me tat cause me to can't breathe, secondly, can't find why i'm have rashes the other time...now, telling me i've something in my eyes...which is quite duh..hah..forget abt that...my eyes gets irritated easily...only my left eye..and guess wat, mum's nursery helper got swollen eye...and well, shuyin got swollen eye also..hers is right eye...mine left...oh well...may God heal us...amen..haha....went out with mich juz now..to bugis..haha...hmm....a bit tired now...

*well, i discover that no one seems interested in what is going on with my life...or can i say, do they care at all? kept asking other peeps....haha...hmm...forget it...whatever it is, i dont' wanna care about it..haha..who cares right? since no one cares...or should i say, not paying attention? can even ask me why i didn't do that some more...hmm...make me angry and irritated...arent listening at all...since all you care about is that person..yar...hmm...aiyar...who cares about you liao...*

*well, i've learnt something while growing up..nobody taught me..bt i teach myself..coz from young, mum and dad wants to teach me values, or they taught me..bt i refused to listen to them..bt rather, i'll go learn values my own way...why you may ask...coz of this...both my parents teach me values but they themselves didn't practice wat they preach...for eg...dad...he say don't lie...he himself always lie to me millions times liao...so therefore, from young i never listen to their value system...don't like it...well, from young, i learn how to not take things for granted...esp people who is so good to you....how they are so willing to help you..to give u things...well, i've always remember that whenever someone give me things, or helped me financially, or in one way or another, i'll remember them....and when they needed help, i would want to be among the first few to offer help...reason? the reason is tat i want to pay back the kindness that they've shown me..the love they have shown me by helping me...coz well, like wat pst kong says, you can give without loving, but you can never love without giving...by doing so, i'm actually showing my love for them...so therefore, don't ever take things for granted..esp those that everytime help u...am i talking abt myself? haha..maybe i am...haha....*

yesterday had guitar lesson with ivan..hmm...haha..he teached me the na na song..hah..tats what he call it..aha...he is quite patient...hm...hha...he teach me the Everything to me for quite long liao bt i still can't play and he didn't scold me..yeah..and btw, his own compose song is nice..haha..stop here for now...