"Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live"-Tuesdays with Morrie(Mitch Albom)

"Don't clinch to things, they are impermanent."-Tuesdays with Morrie

"If you're always battling against getting older, you're always going to bre unhappy."-Tuesdays with Morrie

"You know how i interpreted that? These were cpeople so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship. Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness. I can tell you, as i'm sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have."- Tuesdays with Morrie

Dear blog, guess wat, i haven't blog since wednesday..haha..don't sort of miss blogging for the first time. well, got a swollen eye..didn't went for bs...was so much looking forward to it...bt tat swollen eye..haiz..btw, when i woke up yesterday, i can't open my eyes...for quite long...i called for mum..don't let her know..juz ask her to help me msg sis sheena..hmm...then mum prayed for healing..haha..then i can open my eyes..wow! God is great..hee...btw, went to the doctor today...the doctor is so wierd...quite an old lady i would say...i went in less than 3 mins...everyone in the clinic was shocked..they thinking how come i come out so fast...well, the doc seems a bit ignorant...i say i've got a swollen eye and yesterday can't open my eyes..she shine touchlight into my eyes and guess wat, she shine and say got something in my cornea...then prescribed eye drop and cream..and said bye..haha..and asked if i'm schooling..then i tell her waiting for result...while going out..then she said, o level huh? then i said yar and went out..haha...didn't gave her a smile..haha...hmm...well, i've a swollen eye since tuesday i think..and guess wat, i've a dream before tat...i dreamt tat i was fighting or something..is it? hmm..then someone box me...haha...then got swollen eyes..hmm...maybe i say i wanna box ppl too much..God is punishing me..or teaching me a lesson not to be too violent? haa...maybe..bt i know my God is a God of peace...doubt He like violence...

i felt so much so irresponsible..dont know why..well, juz know when i went to bathe, i thought about michelle..as in my cg michelle...and guess wat, i suddenly felt so bad...i thought of all the times that she really care so much about her school...then looking back at myself...was so on fire for school revival..bt when it comes to my o level period, which was the time where my sch starts to grow in numbers, i've seem to let go of my sch a bit? why? why did i do that? maybe i''m tired...God, i'm sorry....i haven't took good care of the things tat You've placed under my care..which is my school...all Your people whom i'm supposed to take care of...i'm sorry o Lord, for my irresponsibility..tat i didn't really bother about my school..now, i don't even know who is now the student i/c....oh..i'm very sorry o Lord..plz forgive me..
*i wonder how come i was elected or recommended for the most responsible award....nonsense..*


You are My all in all

You are my strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are My all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again i'll bless Your name
You are my all in all

When i fall down You pick me up
When i am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all
*Lord, i really mean this from the bottom of my heart...without You o Lord, there will be no me...and Lord, You are indeed my all...i can't lose You o Lord...i'll never give up...i'll be a fool if i give up*


*i'm looking forward to go for 2morrow cell-group meeting, to really experience God, be blessed by the Word...oh Lord, how i long for You everyday of my life....*