Resolutions, goals..blah blah blah...

Dear blog...hmm...hiaz...wasted one hour pluz..juz to change this blog..trying out flash and stuff..you know what, at first it succeeded...i managed to make that flash...as intro before it can come to my blog..but guess wat, it failed..reason is coz it don't have html code or something..i can't put it in my template...so sad..then i spend so much time finding out how and stuff...haiz..give up..haha...coz need to pay...haha..nvm...so blog, you will have to look like this for the time being..messy, ugly..haha..so sad....don't cry k? haha...hmm..i'm going crazy over my blog liao..this one and the other one...haa...hmm...

well, woke up today...feeling very tired...yesterday had a terrible headache...same place also...making my ears pain and such..for a long time liao...i do think that it is coz of that 2 knocks i had on my head...hmmm...pain!! the first time i knock on the taxi door was with rui...rui was there..we shared a cab..i think is 2003...haha..so long liao..bt the it coz a bump on my head..still there though..press down it hurts...and yesterday the headache was there also...2nd time i knock against the taxi door..was on my way to cg...took a cab..with my guitar...raining...knock my head..ouch..same place on my head..haiz...juz on sunday, i knock my head on sis sheena window...hit tat part of my head again...someone said i hit my head very hard..coz the impact is loud...can hear it clearly..ouch..hmm....should go see a doc...always having headache..not good though..nvm...my God shall heal me of the pain..hehe...yesterday i prayed for the pain to go away so tat i can sleep..and wow..Praise the Lord...the pain is gone..yeah...God is good...

went to meet Kim Bee juz now..and guess wat, she was shocked to see me with dyed hair..haiz...not the first person who said that to me...well, i juz don't get it...she is such a great girl...and i can't believe that i bully her when we are in the same class in sec 1...though i bully her not that much..bt not good lar...i wonder how she can put up with me...bt well, she is a great girl..always help me when i needed help..in homework, studies and stuff...and guess wat, she didn't complain..she didn't do it unwillingly...wow..wat a great girl..thanxs kim bee..i don't know if you are reading this, bt thanxs! and btw, thanxs for the ten-year series for a maths...that one i'm giving to dongyan..btw, really thanxs a lot! haha...though raining juz now, you still make an effort to give it to me..thanxs once again..and sorry for all those nasty stuff that i do to you in the past..real sorry....

after meeting kim bee, i went out to return library books..and well, everyone always look at me..haiz...last time nobody looks at me...bt well, this few weeks whenever i go out, people will look at me..hmm...don't like it...haha...when to a shop few weeks ago, normally they only serve ppl who is either look rich, or tat they are the usual customer...i seldom buy things from there...the salesperson know..bt strangely, suddenly all of them came up to me to ask me wat they can help me in..hm...strange..haha....and this few weeks, whenever i see toddlers or kids in bus or mrt, they always look at me..hhaa..strange...and most of them always want to try to touch me..so strange..haa...bt i still like Javier..he is the cutest....followed by Perez..haha...both cute, smart....good looking..haha...tats the different between parents who are followers of Christ and parents who are not...hmm..haha...i'm bias..hah...bt that's the truth..haha...

btw, juz now when i bathe, i suddenly remembered what those cleaners cleaning the toilet in our church says..."you will look very handsome or goodlooking if you are a guy"....diao...haha...btw, I'M A GIRL!!! Listen you peeps..I'M A GIRL!!! i'm still trying to change...its difficult you know...why don't you try being in my shoes? haha...hmm....bt nvm...good to be goodlooking...hahah..so bhb..btw, i'm trying hard not to be so bhb..so irritating if you haven't notice...really..i can't stand it anymore...hmm...btw, back to juz now..i also remembered what my uncle told me when i was pri 6 or sec 1...he said, "your dad is very handsome when he is younger. and if you are a guy, you will look even more handsome than he is." HAHA!!! fancy saying my dad is handsome..i dont' think he is handsome..he looks...yucks..haha...and mum also told me tat she likes dad coz he is handsome in the past, rich in the past...everyday take cab..nv take bus before..haa..like...so wierd..haha..my dad is not handsome..haha...yucks...for those who have seen my dad before, you would agree to what i say..haha...this topic getting so boring..haha...next topic plz..

hmm...next topic...the most impt among this entry...my goals and resolutions...

spiritual goals

• prayed for 40mins everyday.
• read my bible for at least 15 mins everyday
• read the entire bible by the end of the year
• read finish the old testament by june
• read finish the new testament by december
• reach out to about 7 friends this year and see them getting saved
• rise up to greater level in the Lord and in cg
• experience God in a brand new way

family and friends

• improve my relationships with my family
• know more friends, spend quality time with them getting to know them

health

• get less of supper everyday
• go to the gym often
• do 20 push-ups and 50 sit-ups on alternate days
• go for check-ups once a month
• eat my medicine regularly

emotional, psychological growth

• learn to be not so emotional
• handle with depression before it handle me(haha!)

education

• wait for my results first
• go to the poly of my choice and course of my choice
• do well in wherever i'm placed in

material

• save money to buy a bass amplifier
• save $250 to return to mum by june
• save $300 to put in my bank account and not touched it by end of the year
• save money to prepare for building fund for this year

Leisure and ceativity

• do up my portfolio for my designs and art piece
• invest in art stuffs