Resolutions

Dear blog, hmm...went out juz now...to borrow guitar from michelle and to put my guitar there..hmm..the journey back and forth was like.......hmm...boring? tiring? haha...bt well, a trip worth it...haha...coz i managed to play that song..and it sound nice using acoustic..bt no capo...with capo would be even better..hehe....hmm...well, i juz saw shuyin's blog,...and guess wat, i juz remembered i forget to write down my new resolutions down in my goal cards for 2morrow and to update my resolutions here....hmm..haha...thanxs Shuyin for reminding me..coz the goals that i've set is not really good in the first place.....so here goes:


Spiritual goals:

• prayed for 40mins everyday. (20 mins in the morning, 20 mins at night)
• read my bible for at least 15 mins everyday (at night, before going to bed)
• read the entire bible by the end of the year(half of the year for new testament, the other half for old testament)
• reach out to about 7 friends this year and see them getting saved
• rise up to greater level in the Lord and in cg
• experience God in a brand new way

Family and friends:

• 
  improve my relationships with my family (spending time with them, talking to them and not ignore them because they are such a nuisance..haha..)
• know more friends, enlarge my circle of friends

Health

• eat less of supper everyday(or don't eat supper at all..)
• go to the gym often
• do 20 push-ups and 50 sit-ups on alternate days (in the morning when i wake up)
• go for check-ups once a month
• eat my medicine regularly and bring my medicine when i go out(discover that everytime i didn't bring my medicine things always go wrong..haha)

Emotional, Psychological Growth

• learn to be not so emotional
• handle with depression before it handle me(pray for God's strength)
• Learn to think thrice before making decisions that will affect the future

Education, Intellectual, Professional

• wait for my results first(bt in the meanwhile, pray that i'll go to poly)
• go to the poly of my choice and course of my choice
• Do well in whereever i'll be placed in, trust in God and shine for His Name in wherever i will be
• Read 20 books by the end of the year(or more?..haha)

Material

• save money to buy a bass amplifier(by june)
• save $250 to return to mum by june
• save $300 to put in my bank account and not touched it by end of the year
  save money to prepare for building fund for this year
• buy a digital camera by end of march(after i get my ang pao money, i will go buy it..haha..)

Creativity

• do up my portfolio for my designs and art piece
• invest in art stuffs
• Polish up my guitar skills(be serious in learning from Ivan..and other peeps...)

There...my resolutions..haha...and some more things here..haha...i wanna become who God wants me to be..haha....the dreams and visions that He has given me...and well, another one..i think most of you peeps out there reading this will be happy...haha...that is this............................to dress more like a girl? haha..i'm trying my best..don't push me too hard...if not i'll get angry and stopped it and dress like how i used to dress...k?? haha...got one time ppl push me so hard to become "girly" that i really want to box them..haha...hmmm...well, i want to change to become more womanly coz of this 2 reasons.....1)for God's glory..tat when ppl look at me, they will think that God has indeed change the person who i used to be in the past...2)because i want to change...my own decision..not coz ppl forced me to...bt i want to do it willingly...coz i knw that ppl will claim credit for themselves when others asked...so yar...i want it to be my own decision...if anybody were to push me too hard, well, even if juz a few more steps i'll reach there, i'll give up..coz wats the point? juz like a child right? a child cannot be pushed when they are trying to walk..they will fall..wat they need is support..like the other day..Javier tried to climb steps..and i support him by holding both his hands..so that he won't fall..and not push him...same logic..haha....so yar...my resolutions of this year!!!