SiCk!!!

Hmm...no mood to blog now.....so sick and tired....well, this morning, woke up at around 9 pluz..feeling so sick..then watch vcd then read the bible...hmm....after lunch around 1 pluz going to 2, i went to sleep...all the way until 6 pluz 7..tats why i'm not online...felt so terrible....so sickly....hmm....don't wanna blog much now...bt read the book Tuesdays with Morrie....wanted to finish reading so tat can lend it to Sharlene asap...hmm...bye....felt so horrible...bt i believe that my God can heal me...btw, 2morrow i've to go to Tampines Mart to meet Rulan and Jasmine...they want me to teach them..hmm....bye...stopped here for now...though i've many things tat i wanna blog abt, bt well, decided not to....learn about so many stuff through the bible, sermons, and books...gave me a perspective about some stuff that i've take it for granted for...so well...really...stopping here for now...


*juz updated my the other blog, juz changed the template, added a new post..haha..go read it..those of you who have the password*

this is dedicated to you..whoever you are...i don't know if you know who you are..bt well, juz going to type it out...so late now..haha..maybe i've nothing to do..hmm...well, juz wanna say this, i hate the way you make use of me..and though i've known you for more than about 3-4 years now, i still can't stand the fact that you're making use of me...and i do not know why, every single time i still helped you...i do not know why you are doing this to me, i thought you are one of my close friends..but the fact is that, you don't think that way about me. i'm so upset by you. how many times, when you needed help, i would rush all the way there juz to help you, juz to listen to your probs, your complains, your everything, and there you are, in one fine day, you go betraying me...and when we got back together, you think that i'm fine. you started making use of me again, how many times, may i ask, are you doing this to me again? i can' t help but wonder why are you doing that to me. who knows, you might be betraying me even now...in the unknown to me..and though we have juz know that person for a few months or come to about a year, you favoritise him so much....yeah..you think i'm a fool..maybe i am...everybody say that i am...so foolish to still help you..ppl warn me against you..bt i still don't believe what they are saying...maybe one day, you and the apple of your eye will go against me, but guess wat, i dont' mind though..i'm prepared for it..for i know that if that happens, i'll learn from it, and grow stronger from that experience...plz...stop torturing me...if you think thats funny, well, im telling you now...ITS NOT!!! go away lar...you....how much time i've spend on you, how much money...and you still owe me money also..haha..you still dare to say...you take my kindness, my patience for granted..bt i'm telling you this, one or two more nonsense from you, and i'm gone...i will not bother about you anymore..and i'm telling you this again...I HATE FAVOURITISM!!! go away....shoo~~ yeah yeah..watever...go away lar...haha...ounce it..and stopped calling me, or msg me...i don't like it, firstly, waste my msg, secondly, waste my money, thirdly, waste my time...like wat pst always says, with friends like this, you don't need enermies...yeah..maybe you're my enermy..the bible says that we must love our enermy..yeah...i love you..tats why i'm helping you again...so...wats the point that i wanna bring up? i don't know..haha..i'm juz writting my thoughts down...and well, i forget to tell you, FAVOURITISM will kill someone..that person...one day..you will discover..haha...too bad if you dont' believe...i'm once a victim of it..so sad for you if you ignore my advise...

its around 1 pluz now...hmm...still can't go to bed..nvm..i'm wearing praise and worship songs now...hmm.....don't feel like blogging now..haha...bye~