Wednesday already...2 days have passed...and still...no friends going for the weekend service with Rev John Bevere...bt some say tat they will confirmed with me again...yeah...so...i shall not give up..yeah...btw, i HATE people who compare me with other ppl...i HATE it..haha...yeah..thats right...no joking...so...STOP...and SHH....haha...yeah..and guess wat, hee~ haha..im so happy today..hahah...remember a lot of things...haha..yeah..yeah..yeah..hee~ hmm....today there is bs..so going out later..haha..yeah..and btw, the video website merged with another one...not really used to it...so yar..bt the good thing is, got aaron carter!!! haha..yeah..and today, charmed last episode..channel 5..gonna rush back and watched...then maybe..maybe...can talk to Scott also..and get to know him better..haha..yeah..then maybe asked a couple of ppl whether they wanna join us for service..hee~ alright..gtg now..bye~

*saw liting and melissa(or is it merissa) together at wisma atria yesterday...then saw hajar and thahirah...haha....wonder who i will see today...*

hmm..juz came back from bs...guess wat, bs is indeed good today..i've learnt many things about relationship..and guess wat, this year is going to be the year whereby i'm going to build great relationships with people..yeah..thats right...i believe that with the strength of God, those relationship that i've..those that are hanging in midair, will be restored back..and i believe that this year i'm gonna impact more lives...no more negativity in my mouth..juz as wat zone supervisor said juz now...and wat the bible says...life and death are in the power of tongue..this year, i'm not gonna be like who i am in the past...i'm gonna be more on fire for God....i know that many times i don't seem to be able to get out of my emotional problem, bt i believe that juz as how i'm able to get out of my depression, i'm able to get out of it too..yeah..tats right...i'm not going to sit down here and watch till the sun goes down, the cows go home for all my friends salvation..i'm gonna work for it...gonna put in the effort to win souls...juz now had a conference call with sis sheena..it is some sort of like a wake up call to me....yeah...maybe i've been slacking for too long liao...i'm not gonna stay this way...this aren't wat is should be doing...bt rather, i should use this time to build more relationships with people, get to know them more, show love to them....yeah..and eventually, by winning souls to myself, i can win them to the Lord...yeah..tat is going to be one of the goals that i'm gonna aim for...this few days as i read the bible, i felt that God is speaking many things to me...many revelations...things that i should really change in my life....

btw, haha...i saw people that i know today...haha..yeah..ain't tat great? haha...i saw cecilia, june....haha...they are all from our church..bt i saw june at tamp interchange..actually wanted to ask her about Joan...so can ask her to go for service...bt she's on the phone..the next moment i turn around, she's gone..yeah..haah...bt its alright...i believe that her sis will come to church one day..yeah...amen..and btw, i gave up my seat to an old man today...he insisted not to...and i insisted i want to give up seats to him..haha..yeah..the violence shall take it by force..haha...btw, forget to tell u...in the same bus, i saw wendy and 2 of my juniors...haha..yeah...