Dear blog...hmm..wake up more sick then yesterday...woke up with a stomachache...that cause my leg to sort of numb..and well, i can't seem to get out of bed..then my dad bully me..asked me to go and buy lunch...bt before that, i told God, while looking out of the window while lying on my bed, i asked God..should i go to the benny hinn crusade today...then i told God...that if by 3pm..and it doesn't rain..then i'm going..by cab..straight there..coz im feeling very weak..felt very faint when i was at my house downstairs....so well, by 2 pluz...a few minutes to 3pm..it rained...so i've decided not to go..and basically...i tried to climb out of bed...managed to..juz now i crawl on the floor..and i'm not joking..its true..ask my mum...coz she doesn't want to make my medicine for me..but in the end she helped me..haha..oh well...i prayed that there is live service..oh well...haha..i pray tat i'll get better by 2morrow..dad and mum doesn't want to bring me to see the doctor..they are so bad..baddies...haha..


16th of april..16th of april...wat does that mean? i know...its a date...a day...bt wats the real meaning behind it? hmm..well, i juz watched extreme makeover..and for all of them...having a makeover is a right thing..haha..bt well, i still thank God for the looks that i have compared to other people..though sometimes the doctor always say some parts of me different from normal people..haha..so sad but yar..hmm....well, hmm...benny hinn crusade...don't have live service..can't watch it online...hmm...


BORED out of my mind..hmm...oh well...thank God i felt a bit better..well, btw, i can't stand ppl kissing online...urgh...imagine the thought of typing it out..urgh..yuck..bring it home man..haha...*dont come boxing my face huh..*...haha...bt good for them..they are so loving..haha...maybe one day they will get married or something..haha..hmm...i'm thinking too much..

btw, juz now well resting...i had a dream...i dream that i'm married..and how my prince charming propose..stupid bt yar..the saddest thing..never see the face..bt that person sure is taller than i am, medium build...haha...can see the hair though..haha..sort of blond..hahaa...then i have a dream...i dream that for my o level english i've got a a1...then ms thiru present certificate to those who got a1 for it..wonder what has it got to do with her..she's the science department head..not english..haha...oh well..

tats not all for my dream..then i dreamt that Ro come back to singapore..then he come to cg..got intergrated and stuff..coz he's looking for a church to settle in..haha...strange but yar..haha...though he used to have a church over here...

hmm..btw, how come i can remember all the dreams bt not the one with Luke 14:29? hmm....