Dear blog...well, today i went to meet edmund..pass him the postcard..then i went to pasir ris park..reached there..the person was out for lunch...so i waited..i wore a skirt..so can't sit at the same place as yesterday..so i sit somewhere nearby..then think about some stuff...and when the person came back, the person said that i've to go gateway west to book the bbq pit..and i was super pissed...here i am, waiting for this guy to come back..waited quite long..then my hand..turned red...left hand...oh well...and my right leg..injured...i've to sort of limb...my contact lens..urgh..so no choice..he gave me a piece of paper...and i took a train down to bugis...i called mum..make me even more pissed..decided not to ask her anymore..so i try...i asked around...ppl thought that i'm from other country...then i walked...no..sort of limbing..bearing with the pain...the itch on my left hand..then i got lost...then i walked back again..then at last!!! long last...i reached the place...and so easily...i've booked the bbq pit..and u know wat, i sort of forget how to walked back to bugis...then there is 2 backpacker..aussie...haha..so handsome..they looked at me...bt the other one..a blonde..keeps smiling at me..think he is 19 years old..so handsome..they follwed me all the way...bt they turned..they went to a hostel or somthing..then he kept smiling at me...haha..then i waited for sis at starbucks...then after which..thank God..my injury got better...whew...then we went shopping..sis bought me a magazine, billabong shirt..one belongs to her..bt she say tat we can share..and the worst thing is this...she doesn't want to try..she knows she can fit in it..size 8..then i helped her to try...haha...actually, for mine, i wanted to buy size 10..bt the person say that it will grow bigger after u wash it..so i buy size 8..and sis want size 6..the smallest...bt they don't have..so i tried size 8 for hers...and i can fit in it..think size 6 also can..ahha...bt well, we bought size 8 instead..hee..then well, i found the chocolate shop!!! haha..so i bought lots of chocolates..total up $16 dollars for mine..so sis pay for it..so the total is $48 dollars..wow!! haha...bt well, while at the shop..where we bought the billabong shirt...the salesgirl..she recognised me..i've went there to buy billabong stuff before..so she straight away come and served me...she said.."this one is new..tat one is new.." and blah blah blah..she ignore the rest..haa...so weird..then when we bought it, she was super happy..i think they got commission or something..tats why..haha..



What i typed in my hp today while on my way to bugis:

Silence in my mouth
Hurt my heart
My heart can't be released
Of the pain it feels inside
All people care about is not my heart,
But what they want me to be
I've surrendered all that i have
To fulfill what they want
But my heart is still hurting
And my mouth is stil silent
Refusing to speak
Of the things i feel inside
So what if i speak
Will they listen
Or are they just hearing?
All they want is to know everything about your life
Not about you
The real you
Deep inside your heart.
My heart is knocking
Knocking for my mouth to speak
Of the things of my heart
But that knock
Cant keep my mouth
From being
Silent
That is why
Silent is my name



BTW, TO THAT PERSON...PLZ DO NOT HACK INTO OTHER PPL ACCOUNT..ESP MY BLOG..GO AND HACK INTO OTHER THINGS OF MINE..BT NOT MY BLOG!! ESP MY PRIVATE BLOG...