MIXeD fEeLiNgS...

well...today..early in the morning..my dad sort of scold me...ask me how come i must go for discipleship today and not eat at home...then i didn't reply..and the worst thing is, he say leaders in church got nothing better to do..oh well..box his face..haha..i didn't reply anything..if not, think my family will be in trouble...hahaha...well, actually, i was planning to meet royston 2day first before going to pasir ris park..then i felt deep in my heart that i should go to pasir ris first before meeting him...well, i didn't do that though...sort of ignored it..hmm..and u know wat, after i've meet up with him, when i reach pasir ris park, well, the person on duty went back..haiz..haha...they closed at 5pm..no wonder i felt deep in my heart to go early...maybe it is God..haha..bt well, 2morrow i'll jz go down then...well, seeing tat its still early, i went to the beach...i sat down...and pasir ris beach..at the place...sort of remembered the other time, early in the morning..i and shuyin sitting there...talking about stuff...then well, at tat point in time, i began to sing worship songs to God..i never care about the ppl around me juz now..and i began to think about my things...asking God about some stuff...and wow...indeed..the beach is indeed a very good place indeed...hmm...felt so refreshed...esp after i've talked to God about some stuff that is going on in my life...well, then i went to sis sheena house for discipleship and it goes on and on..so blah blah blah...shuyin is so kind enough to give me a lift to tamp..haha..bt the taxi driver...not only does he sounds gay, but i find something very strange about him....sort of spiritually..haha...weird though..hmm....oh well...

well, juz now sis sheena talked about worship..it reminds me of saturday...when i worship God with my guitar...wow...hee~ so awesome...

well, God is so great...today i've left with less than 10 bucks to last till end of this week..and u know wat, my mum blessed me with food...for dinner...thank God for that..was planning to skip my dinner...haha...



some ppl, in this world juz basically are..you know..haha...they told the whole world that they have got expensive clothing..from their top to their bottom...so wat if its about hundred pluz? wat do u want me to react? look to u as my idol? i'm sorry, i will only worship God and only Him...you want me to like you? i'm sorry..i love you with the love of Christ so plz dont do tat...and the saddest thing is that you are trying to impress me..wat for? for i know of ppl who is genuinely rich...like Ro...even if his top and bottom add up to 1000 pluz, he kept quiet about it...even his watch is expensive..bt plz...don't go around telling ppl about it..don't try to impress ppl..its no use lar..haha...

NOTE TO THE PERSON WHOM I SAY I WILL GO TO ESCAPE THEME PARK WITH 2MORROW:

I'm real sorry that i can't go to escape theme park with you..though tat is your day off...and i'm sorry if i've been rude to you juz now..that i said that sis ya lan call is more impt than yours..my apology...and thanks a lot for offering to me that you want to pay for my tickets to escape theme park...thanxs a lot...and trully, deepest apology....coz i've to meet ppl and i've to be home early..coz my dad is angry this few days...so i've to try to make him cool down..if not later his condition will get worst...haha..my apologies...hope you will understand...haha..i know that you are a very good guy..haha... :P



and to someone who is "creative"..who thinks that he or she is very good at "creative" things:
well, so sad to say...i saw u copying that phrase from the show...and when i asked you about it, you deny it...and you think i'm dumb..i'm sorry to say this..bt plz...when you copy something, you must give back acknowledge to the owner of that..if not, ppl can sue you..and if u say tat i did the same thing..well, i'm sorry to say...when ppl asked me if tat belongs to me, i'll say tat i've copy it from somewhere...and well, for instance, "Once Upon a time can happen anytime"...well..i copy this from A Cinderella Story...i told tat to basically anyone who asked me about it...so yar..plz....imagine if tats ur piece of art....won't you get so upset about it? and sad to say again...the other time i show u my art piece..and wat a copycat you are..you didn't say that you are copying my art work..and you didn't even apologise for doing that...

but well..you are forgiven...so next time, don't do tat....its unfair to that person who created that phrase...