Dont Read This, You Miss Out Everything

Hmm...firstly...i want to say something...tat is this:

I don't like the things that i hear, all the noise and the screaming..
I don't like the things that i see, all the "flying" things around me, tat no one sees, which is scary..
I don't like the things that i smell, all the filth and all the rotting smell tat i am able to smell from a person..
I don't like the things that i said, i don't even know where that came from...
But one thing i know, God is good..there is a reason for everything..


lets talk about service...before service..i didn't expect myself to reach church so early..was super bored at home...so i went to church early..saw ruth...she said something to me..which i'm not telling here..or anywhere..bt to my dear diary...for me to know, for her to tell...went for service...first time i experienced tat in church service...noises and noises..people around me doesn't seem to be affected by it..but i juz don't care about it...carry on praising and worshipping God...then yesterday service..service 2..was the first time during worship tat i got down on my knees and worship when nobody else was doing that...yes...only a handful..bt i do tat anyway..coz i seriously wanted to worship God...while Pst Kong was preaching normally, i thought i hear him shout...when he talks about the 7 pillars...then when he was preaching i saw something fly past me...and seriously, it is not reflection, or my own imagination..after all these years..since young..i know how to differentiate...btw, the thing tat fly pass me...seems big and at the same time medium size to me..it caught my attention...bt the strange thing is, nobody else realise it!! and this is not the first time tat it happen to me...quite a few times..bt first time in service...

then on friday, before going to cg, i rush home...able to have about 20 mins for free time...so i suddenly really thought of worshipping God..bt when i look at the time, i was like thinking, if i worship God now, it will be like quite a rush..bt nevertheless, i can't stop tat strong desire to worship God there and then, and to not bother about the time...then i started singing, yes, i do sing badly, bt sing o barren..God doesn't listen to only your voice, bt He looks at the heart...and well, from walking around singing, i stopped..sit down on the floor, then i got on my knees, then i go on to bow down, then the best happen...i prostrate before the Lord!!! second time i do tat at home..and wat great timing it is..nobody's home...and about a few seconds i was prostrating and worshipping God...i didn't even pray yet..juz worship..with all my heart...then suddenly, i burst out crying..the presence of God came..wow!! how awesome it is..wat a great experience i have with God...whoa!! then i went for cg..meet up the person whom i'm supposed to meet, and i'm not late..haha...thank God for tat...

sunday...wat a day of "entertaining" people..i was standing out my house..at the lift there...because a lot of people in my house, then it was super duper noisy...trust me..you would want to leave if you were there..bt the thing is, tat's my relative u see...they are used to it..so yar..so well, i went outside to talk on the phone..with someone..then after tat, people came out of the lift...with sructiny in their eyes..urgh!! bt nvm, Jiret was so cute!! and you know wat, i will always handle Jiret carefully..coz i remembered the time tat he is in hospital...so scary..and he is like only 8 months now? hmm...he was breastfeeded on my bed..haha...and the funniest part is when i and samuel are in my sis bf car...then i was saying, why not u send us to the back of the block? and btw, we are at my house block there..the front carpark..haha! and u know wat, he did..and i ask him to turn one whole big round..and he did..haha! and btw, i kept teasing him about many things..bt he doesn't seem to mind though..haha..and he is shy..goodness gracious me..haha...

juz now, i, mich and shuyin went to parkway...after shuyin left with her mum, we continue shopping..and you know wat, we went into this shop, i forget the name of the shop, and u know wat, at first, when i stepped in, i felt something is not right..then after tat, i got headache..and until now, it hurts..and i felt like vomitting..i didn't tell mich about it..and seriously, when i stepped into a place like this, i juz felt like vomitting...urgh..and on the way back in the cab, after mich alight, i was juz looking out of the window..and i saw a building..with lights on..on the stairways..firstly, the building looks wierd..with stain glass at the stairways...then the light is on..and u know wat, at first i see nothing..bt juz normal lights and stain glass...then suddenly, i saw a girl waving..and i dont' know why, it seems like i can see her expression..and YUCK!! gosh...she's waving at me with tat kind of expression..goodness, gracious me..i hate tat...YUCK!! God, please cleanse me..


more stuff coming up...and if you didn't read this entry, u might miss out a lot of stuff tat i'm talking about...though it looks normal to you..
check out my private blog also..aha..bt it depends whether i got blog tat one or not..