Friends...

hmm..friday..was supposed to eat together with your family day or something...tats why GP exam was on thursday..bt u know wat, i didn't eat with my family..i sit down and eat with the four walls of my living room..with a box tat shows u images and sounds..haha!

saturday..service..it was about going into the marketplace and about servanthood..and you know wat, i'm in a school..part of the marketplace..therefore, i should make an influence in the marketplace...influenced others, and at the same time, serve people, serve God...and eventually, salvation will come...i'm trusting with all my heart and all my soul...for revival...J..for Jesus, C..for Christ..JC JC is on the rise!!! i will always remember tat..tats wat POS is for right? revivival in school, and also to unite together...

sunday..tooth hurts the most on sunday..woke up using 2 ice packs...after which on my way to cg, i suddenly can't breathe..gracious me...i found out one thing..the thing tat always trigger me to have difficulty in breathing is not juz when i run, not juz when i'm exercising..bt when there is pain...90% of it is due to pain...and when i can't breathe, my muscles will hurt...no wonder in the morning i felt tat something terrible is gonna happen..haha! bt praise the Lord tat i'm healed..no longer can't breathe..thank God tat i made it to cg...thank God for the people tat He places in a cg..thank God for many many things!! and well, though this month alone..month of may..i've many health problems...and i have airway prob for like more than 3 times this month, im still believing in God for healing...and shoo with you for trying to psycho me tat God can't heal..i still believe in Him...He is my Healer!! for the Bible tells me so, and i saw it with my own eyes how God healed people and such...and during ministry, or before ministry, i felt God ministerig to my heart...i felt in my spirit this, "Be strong and of good courage"...Deut 31:6...and at that point in time, i felt really weak..not only physically, but mentally..thank God for everything..

lets talk about friendship...Mr Raj today said something about friendship..this few days it seems like everything is about friendship..firstly, cg we learnt about friendship..then today, Mr Raj said about friendship..and over the weeks, i've learnt many things about friends....friends..i've many...true friends, i've few...this few weeks, many things happen to me...and i'm kind of discourage at times, bt even so, many people can tell from my expression, so they asked me...and there is different kinds of friends tat i've discovered through this week:

1. friends tat is willing to hear your problems BUT with conditions...tat you give them something back in return for them wasting their time listening to you...true friends? i doubt so...
2. friends tat wants you to share your problems to them so they can go around spreading it to people...or gossip about you..instead of helping you with your problems, they want to create more problems for you...friends? i doubt so...rather i would say they are acquaintance..
3. friends tat says tat you can share your problems with them...and when you do that, they are basically hearing..not listening..their physical being is there, but in fact, they are drifting into wonderland...friends? maybe...bt rather not share...
4. friends tat seriously pay 100% attention to you when you share your problems..and offer help if they are able to ...friends? yes..i would think tat they are true friends..

so, wat kind of friends are you making today? so people in this world simply wants to be your friend to get something from you(haiz..), whereas for others, they sincerely wants to be your friend...a friend cares for one another, love one another...and this week, i realised something..throughout a lot of things...tat if your friend..i mean a true friend..when they know tat for eg, if you dont' attend lessons or such, and tat lesson is impt or something, they would encourage you to go, not ask you to not go while they go and help you take notes, or worst still,dont go for lessons with you..a friend will encourage one another to do things for the better, not for the worst...

the "in" thing in my school as to wat Mr Raj observes...he said tat when one student pass their exams or test with flying colors, they are seen as the "outcast" of the class..or group...you know wats the reason? because the whole class fail and tat you are passing...bt i don't think so...tats not how my class is..and i dont' even think tat it is a smart move not to study juz coz you want to be in the "in" group..and besides, it is your results, not your friends, nor your classmates or whoever..it is YOUR future..i'm saying it again..it is YOUR future...no one can determine your future except for yourself..and God...watever route you choose today, it is going to affect tomorrow..or your future...good or bad, you choose..and watever steps tat you take today, don't regret it in the future...i used to regret for my O's..bt now, i know my future is in God's hands and in my hands...wat will my future will be like? do i want to waste my life away doing something tat i dont like to do? or doing things for the sake of doing juz to get a save job and juz to have enough? no! i won't want tat for my life...i want to do things for God...influence the marketplace..not juz for self..bt for His glory...it is your life!! YOU CHOOSE WAT YOU WANT...

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