PoEm~~

Ok...hmm...well, lets talk about I-day..on saturday...haha..it is definitely then wat East spring does...haha...and well, hmm..haha..i only like the drama, angklong, jazz band and the modern dance..the rest quite alright lar..haha.....

i went for service 2,3,5,6...and wow! the presence of God is so strong in the place...and the anointing of God..juz flows..wow! and i went for the altar call for s2...secondary and jc one...then i went for s5 altar call...pre-u and university..and seriously, the altar call for s5 is stronger..the anointing...everything...and it is great to be the first row...and the first row that pst phil lay hands on..the anointing...wow! though we have to get up real fast, bt the anointing juz keeps flowing...and even when i go back to my place, i could still feel it..and i cried..coz the presence of God is very very strong..and i can't control it..bt wow! and in s6, during worship...i felt in my spirit about something...not going to say it here...bt tat is what i felt when i was at the platform listening to the cd "no longer i" and i felt tat super strongly in my heart...wow! at first, i thought tat wasn't real, juz my imagination..bt i was wrong...hee!

well, yesterday, i wrote a poem...this poem...i've thought about it...while i'm in the mrt..long journey..bt suddenly, i felt tat way...like something touching my heart..and seriously, it is a good experience...or encounter...and i've got the urge to write this poem..bt i didn't...haha! so i let it follow me till the end of the day..when i reach home, i wrote it down..bt this is not really exactly wat i plan to write right there and there on the spot..and this is definitely not better than it...and btw, i didn't edit it...so if there's error, forgive me..btw, this is the longest poem i've ever written..

Sitting here in this place
With staring glares
Right, left and everywhere

And here i am
Staring straight at the unconscious self
Filled with thoughts
Facing the facets of life

I stared blankly
At the reflection of self
Thinking if life is all that it is
Is this the way,
That i want it to be?

What foolishness
Thinking that there will be someone around
Willing
To reach a hand out to me
In this uncomfort that i'm in

Anger, hatred, resentment
Sadness, depressed, unfulfillment
The facet of life
Is all that they think about

Instead of a helping hand,
A friendly smile,
All that i receive,
Is nothing more, than coldness

Thinking all day long,
Where is the love? Where is the hope?
All so caught up
Caught up in this rat race

There and there again
I cried out to the One
Right there beside me,
And i know, that i'm no longer alone

All my life, i've been searching
For this, this hope, this love
The very presence of this one Man
And all the more, i would cry,
Cry out to Him, and only Him

Here i am, sitting here once again.
Crying out all the more,
Take me to the place,
The secret place, where i can see you.

Take me to the secret place,
To see the beauty of what You've done,
Your glory falls all around me,
And all i want, is more of You.

Standing in this place,
I'm desperate for more of You
For Your precious touch
Cos i'm taken by the glory of Your Name

Now i'm back here
It's no longer the same
Though what a crowd it is
But its no longer how it used to be

Stares are no longer deadly,
Facets and caught ups,
All fade away, for this moment,
There's something else, something so dear
That caught them

Now, in this place,
I'm no longer who i am
A totally changed being
For that One touch from Heaven,
Meant a thousand and one ways.

Floods and floods of people,
Are being drawn towards the One,
Not because of my talents,
But because of their longing, to know the Saviour,
To receive, the precious gift that One could ever received.

All i can say right now,
Is thank You Jesus,
For what You've done on the cross,
What You've done through me.

Salvation is here!
Rejoice, all you people!
Prepare the way of the Lord,
For the harvest is here, but the labourers are few.

The floods,
Are hungry,
So full of hunger,
That they are willing,
To lay down, for that One,
Which is Christ our Saviour.

Right now, dear Lord,
All i can say is,
You mean everything to me.
You are the One that i'm living for.

Thank You for the move of You,
That draws all men to You, our Saviour.
Thank You for the sacrifice You made,
That right now, the enermy is defeated,
It is no longer i that live, but You that lives in me.
Forever and ever more,
Jesus, You reign forever

Created by: Jia Li
*plz do not copy!! copyright! go and write your own poem..hah..it very simple..hee*

ok...i'm gonna write wat happen..so you will know wat's going on for this poem..

firstly, i was sitting in a cabin of the mrt train...and it was super duper crowded..i was juz listening to a praise and worship cd...some sort of communicating with God in my heart...then slowly, i realised this, that everyone seems to looking at me in one way or another..so i checked myself...and there's nothing wrong with me...and i suddenly sort of have a memory thingy played in front of me, the times in the past whereby i go through difficulties..and then i snap back..and all of them, reminds me of the times that i'm still a non-believer...till i become a believer..and after being a believer, the kind of love that is being passed on to other non-believer...and most of the people that stares at me in the cabin, gave a image in my mind, tat of unbelief..tat someone would care for them...and looking at them, and at the reflection of myself...underground..haha...can see reflection...and when i look at my reflection, it seems so..so..so..fake in the past...till now, its totally different....and blah blah blah...then slowly, all these people get saved into the kingdom of God..wat was once a failure, a hopeless, an unloving life, is now totally different..coz they've found God...Jesus...and you know the rest..haha...btw, i do not know why this happen, bt i juz felt it tat way, and i asked God many things...praise the Lord for everything...