COlD, DisTaNt...

Hmm..guess where am i? i'm at the school library using the com..was actually supposed to do the blog thingy with Ili..bt Ili woke up late and she didn't turn up for econs..bt doesn't matter..we have got the whole of this month to do..and besides, even if the dateline is this week or something, do we look like we care? i doubt so...and well, i'm not feeling well..so in any case whereby i cut off your phone call or something, juz msg me...i lost my voice and im sick...dont' really feel like going anywhere now, bt juz home...go home and rest or something..and the prob is, tat if i were to go home and rest, will i really rest? i doubt so...there will be plenty of messages, dad nagging, distractions frommy sleep or rest...well, thats my house..welcome to the house of unrest...

today in econs class, i couldn't even pay attention to anything at all..Mr Raj ask us to do the essays thingy, and i juz put my head on the table and i rest...tats all..caught a flu and my sore throat has become a cough..dry cough..and i do think tat i've got a fever...my body is so warm and i'm feeling cold right now...gracious me...

i juz read someone blog..the person blog about something tat seems to be quite negative to me..bt on the other hand, it is a very old entry..way back in 2004 i guess..bt when she says about all those stuff on the blog, it sort of bring back memory of many stuff into my mind..or should i say, these memories that sort of will stay with me for quite long?

well, i'm so stuck at where i am...so cold, so distant..

juz when you think tat you can escape, the truth is, you can't..and juz when you thought that you can forget about things..you can't..


**plz learn to read between the lines..watever tat i said in my blog, it is not up to you to judge..coz firstly, in the first place, this is my blog..not yours..my opinion, not yours..and probably, sometimes, it isn't i tat blog..it could be somebody else that you dont' know or watever..so dont' always assume and make the ASS out of YOU and Me...got it? yeah..thanxs to all buddies, friends, enermies, or whoever you are that is reading this...**

everyone seems to be having a good time, except for me..
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Right now, i'm feeling much better than when i am blogging that top part..but well, maybe not..eye a bit red..reason i know it myself..so dont ask...head a bit giddy...hmm...well, so many things running through my mind right now...and someone thought i am crying in the bus..coz i kept sort of sneezing or something..then my right eye looks red and watery...so obviously, if people dont know tat you are sick will think tat way..along that line..haha! and well, at tat point in time, i was thinking about lots of stuff..wat is it? nt gonna tell it here...

and well, people apparently seems like they are interested in wat you are doing or saying..bt from their look, their body language shows tat they aren't interested...it happens among the adults...

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