I know i'm starting to panick, or have already panicked,
I do not know why,
How could this happen to me,
I'm sick of everything,
All i wanna do now,
Is to scream!

When will this be over,
Till the end of everything,
Then i know that its over.
But right now,
I want to start it all over again,
And now,
I'm just holding on,
Because i'm so stuck,
Stuck at where i am.

I should just stop and relax for a moment,
But i found out that i can't,
And the only time that i can fully relax,
Or stop to rest for a while,
Is when i'm in the presence of God.
Felt so peaceful, that i would want to stay there forever.
Let the time stop there,
Things to pass me by,
Just for that touch from Heaven,
Is enough for me.


*dont come asking me what has happen to me..or something similar...thanxs for your cooperation..*

my bday coming, but im not excited about it, coz i've got a feeling that it is not going to be great..and well, i doubt people remember my bday....even those closest to me...they dont care, so why should i bother? as though it is so important to them...haha! goodness gracious me..