MixEd FeeLinGs..

Ok...as you can see, the countdown..21 more days to my bday..somebody asked me if im looking forward to my birthday or not..and to tell you the truth, no, i'm not..coz i've got a feeling that this year for my bday, it is not going to be anywhere great..and come to think of it, it is a few days before my mid-year exams..so therefore, wont even have the mood to celebrate it at all..haha..and i doubt i will receive many presents..and i'm wondering if my family would even celebrate it for me..and wats more, my friends..

this few days, i've become so lazy...formal thingy coming up...then got parties and stuff..and all i dont feel like going..no mood to socialise? haha..bt i feel like going to cycle, learn rollerblading, go skateboarding and stuff..ahaha..strange but yar....and besides, i'm no longer in contact with her..can't borrow her formal dress..so gotta buy my own..and come to think of it, i like her dress..ahah! ok..getting out of point..

Trying to use logic to fight the truth, trying to use knowledge to fight the truth...are all a waste of time..so accept the truth...repent if you need to...cry if you want to...but one thing, move on...

My blog is like an entertainment to some people, but how come i didn't see it rated somewhere together with the entertainment website? hmm..strange...and if you think my life is like a show to you, its not..haha..

will be back to blog soon..