NoThInG tO sAy..

Ok..yesterday...hmm...went to NIE..then you know wat, i saw 2 teachers..from ESSS...then i walk past them..one of them recognised me..so i waved at them..mdm wong and mdm tay..haha..both looked shocked to see me..and both of them scanning me up and down....first time they see me wearing skirt i guess..besides sch skirt..ok..then we walked to the sports hall or something..then there's an event..pre-u seminar..and i think my sch pre-u 2 peeps are there..coz i saw ignatius blog..haha..so yar..and at the door there..guess who i saw? ahaha..mr Danny Wong..why i know it is him from side view? many reasons..firstly, the way he stand, his hair, his height..and most impt, his socks and shoes..reason why he dont wear ankle socks though he knows he look silly wearing tat socks..is coz of his tattoo..yes, he is a teacher and he has got a tattoo..i know why he has it bt not telling u..who are u tat i must tell u everything and anything? and well, how i know u might ask? coz last time i'm quite close to him in sch..and besides, he is only 20 pluz..easier to talk with..so shh..

yesterday prayer meet was tremedously great...presence of God is very strong in the place..Pst Tan shares about 1 tim 4:12..which i think is the most impt thing of the prayer meet..1 Tim 4:12, "Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity".

yesterday when i reached home, mum and dad quarreled..and u know wat, it is always like this, when i'm not around, something will happen at home..and i dont know wat it is, then when they quarrel and pull me into the picture and i dont know a thing, too bad for me..tats wat they think it is...

imagine sitting down trying to sleep and all you can feel is droplets of water falling on you..

btw, i'm fed up with stuff...and well, dont blame me if im keeping everything to myself..not sharing it to you..i know u would say tat a friend shares things with each other..bt for you, i think i can forget about sharing it with you..i can tell to everyone, bt not to u..coz i will feel so pressurized by you..and besides, i'm not in a good mood today..and i can't believe tat i allow people to copy my homework juz like tat..

i dont wanna hear a word from you..every word tat came out of you..seems to create fear in me..not tat u are scary, bt tat you are DEMANDING...demanding this and tat and tat and this..you wanted us to be PERFECT..bt no one is PERFECT...you wanted people to do exactly wat you said..bt the truth is, you should give some freedom at times..if you think having absolute control over us is good, then well, i think you are wrong..for if you have learnt history, many times absolute monarchy failed..and many people rebelled because of it..juz as u would want ur freedom, i also want it too..and don't expect me to tell you my problems..all i will say is i'm alright..and i dont care how much u forced me to say..i WONT...

"Even like an o'er-grown lion in a cave, That goes not out to prey. Now, as found fathers, having bound up the threatenign twigs of birch, Only to tick it in their children's sight, For terror, not to use, in time the rod Becomes more mock'd than fear'd: so our decrees, Dead to infliction, to themselves are so dead, and Liberty plucks Justice by the nose, the baby beats the nurse, and quite athwart goes all decorum.~Measure for Measure...shakespeare"

"they" think tat "they" can hide it from me..tat im there coz they liked me to be there..bt in fact, "they" dont..i'm there and well, apparently they dont really want me to be there..coz i sort of "spoil" everything..and well, they wanted me to be there so it will look big..or should i say, look good..

well, today i went with Ili, Diyana and Wendy to Ikea..haha..found out tat there is so many things tat i wanna do to my room..bt too bad..i dont think i can..haha..too bad..so sad...


those with password to my blog, go to my blog..thanxs..those without the password and u go, too bad for u..coz u will juz get stuck there..haha..