Ok, today, i went out to "celebrate" my bday with my cousie they all..we went to cineleisure...one of the restaurant...and well, come to think of it, i shouldn't have reject my mum offer to go back to that hotel to eat...but it is super expensive lar..one person about quite a lot...cheapest is going to about 3 digit..haha...so we went there to eat..steamboat, barbeque and DIY ice-cream..i ate a lot today..and the D-I-Y ice-cream...haha..i do think i can go out and sell ice cream already..i and sean can set up a business in that man..ahha! we tried a lot of flavors...and well, its great! bt goodness, i still can't over the fact that i'm actually taking so much ice-cream..urgh!!! got to go to gym and burn all those away...and this reminds me of the physical fitness diary...i haven't got one yet..later Mr Azlan scold me..haha..oh well...actually, to tell you the truth, though i went to "celebrate" my bday today, i wasn't feeling happy..one of the reason is coz of my sis...she said that coz her bf is booking in tonight, quite early...7 pluz in the evening..thats why she can't come..and i was thinking, nearly everyday they meet up, come home still call each other, weekend always together..juz spend one day or one evening with the family will die like that...wat kind of sis is she? then i was super pissed at her..i told her this, "is your bf so immature or so 'small' that he needs someone to bring him go and book in?" then she didn't reply my msg...and i was like so pissed off with her...then juz now, when i come home, i said to her, "you are so obssessed with your bf...your whole life revolves around him...and you dont even bother about us.." then she pretend to sleep..urgh...

btw, juz now i and mum had a chat when we are on our way back home..and you know wat, the mystery is still not yet solved..and that is about my dad...which mother is his actual mother..or his "real" mother..coz his dad marries 2 wife...or had 2 wife..or even more..and the fact that the mother that he said is his actual mother, treats him like an enermy, always make me feel suspicious about it..and come to think of it, would your grandma not like you, when both me and my sis are like the only grandchild of her boys? hmm...makes me wonder why...and come to think of it, i thank God mum and dad moved out of her house when mum is pregnant with me...coz you know why, last time normally, when we go to her house, guess wat she prepared for meals...meat...pork...pork fat...and more meat...not a single dish of vege!! and there's this while, that i plan to become vegetarian coz of her..and nw i know why i don't like to eat pork at times..coz of her..not coz ive got a lot of malay friends...urgh...no wonder my cousie...my father sister child is so "fat"..haha...goodness..and no wonder my grandma likes her more...thank God she doesn't like me more...and besides, dad severe ties with the family due to one of her younger sis...during the SARS period..grandma got fever or something lar..landed in hospital and such..bt if grandma were to pass away, i would go to her wake...and tell that cousie to not feel sad..and tell her how i hated pork..haha!

btw, my bday is like juz 2 days away..and i ain't planning to celebrate it..coz you know why, i think my best friend forget about it...and i think that majority of my friends dont care..and i found out something, ever since sec 3, my bday celebration aint that good...haha..and well, i'm thinking about Felicia right now...she every year without fail since sec 1 has been giving me bday pressie, though we are like not so close to each other ever since sec 2, but she is still so faithful in giving me pressie...yeah....i wonder how about this year? will she contact me? i lost her contact...but well, she's such a great friend...i know..tat 8 out of 10 friends will remember my bday..haha...and probably, i wont get more than 3 pressie...i've already got one..from the cg..haha..and to my disappointment..haha...and i think my mum will juz gave me a red packet..coz i requested for it..though she is unwilling..coz juz now the meal is so sad..and well, my dad dont give me anything one...so sad..haha...