Thump Thump..
Thump Thump..
Thats the sound of my heartbeat...but from the last week of june till now, my heart is not going that sound anymore...it's broken..to pieces...many many pieces...words are like swords that cut my heart, every one sentence, one word, means so much more...life and death are in the power of tongue...its already so painful to go through a cut in your heart, imagine..so much more...and the worst of it is, it came from people i love, but some came from people that i trusted, some came from "friends"...and some came from people who dislike you and vice versa...but through it all, what can i say? my feelings are so hard to show....i'm not like a book, that can be put to display, nor am i a television set, that can show images, nor am i a projector....my feelings, are so easily penned into words, but so difficult to express...all i can do...is to go to my Dear Dear Diary....
i will not say who commented on wat, or who said that, or who are those that have hurt me..but all i can say is, people commented every single thing about me..and i wonder why....these few days, i've been crying..crying myself to sleep...and it shows, through people's attitude, words and actions, you can know so much about someone, whether they care for you or not...yes, i'm a sensitive freak..watever you call me...
stop putting me down by telling me how great you are, or how good your parents are to you, your friends or watever crap...it doesn't matter to me, and i ain't interested...i'm so disappointed on the inside, trying to break free from this bond, and if you care, stop doing wat you doing now...irritating...
My new poem...
Bad friends stab you in the back,
Good friends pat you on the back.
Bad friends pull you down,
Good friends see you through.
Bad friends try to destroy you,
Good friends lend a helping hand.
......to be continued...
God, juz one touch from Heaven....God, i want so much more of You, God bring me out of this pit of darkness, i'm so afraid, so scared..................................................................................and so depressed..................................
i'm gonna go and blog in my private blog....
Thump Thump..
Thats the sound of my heartbeat...but from the last week of june till now, my heart is not going that sound anymore...it's broken..to pieces...many many pieces...words are like swords that cut my heart, every one sentence, one word, means so much more...life and death are in the power of tongue...its already so painful to go through a cut in your heart, imagine..so much more...and the worst of it is, it came from people i love, but some came from people that i trusted, some came from "friends"...and some came from people who dislike you and vice versa...but through it all, what can i say? my feelings are so hard to show....i'm not like a book, that can be put to display, nor am i a television set, that can show images, nor am i a projector....my feelings, are so easily penned into words, but so difficult to express...all i can do...is to go to my Dear Dear Diary....
i will not say who commented on wat, or who said that, or who are those that have hurt me..but all i can say is, people commented every single thing about me..and i wonder why....these few days, i've been crying..crying myself to sleep...and it shows, through people's attitude, words and actions, you can know so much about someone, whether they care for you or not...yes, i'm a sensitive freak..watever you call me...
stop putting me down by telling me how great you are, or how good your parents are to you, your friends or watever crap...it doesn't matter to me, and i ain't interested...i'm so disappointed on the inside, trying to break free from this bond, and if you care, stop doing wat you doing now...irritating...
My new poem...
Bad friends stab you in the back,
Good friends pat you on the back.
Bad friends pull you down,
Good friends see you through.
Bad friends try to destroy you,
Good friends lend a helping hand.
......to be continued...
God, juz one touch from Heaven....God, i want so much more of You, God bring me out of this pit of darkness, i'm so afraid, so scared..................................................................................and so depressed..................................
i'm gonna go and blog in my private blog....
posted by Abigail @ Thursday, July 07, 2005
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