Parents, Oh Parents!
Alright, i'm back..and i've got lots of things to say...yup..sure do..but that is provided that i can remember it when i'm typing this entry right now...hmm...
Firstly, i wanna talk about my parents...
Well, i seriously seriously seriously think that my parents are hiding something from us..as in me and my sis...probably she didn't realise it, or would i rather say, she couldn't be bothered by it. well, i can't..i can't resist the temptation to want to know more..so i tried asking before..and the answers that i got back, is not enough to sastify me, coz it is SO general. even a primary school kid knows that. is my parents hiding something from me? yeah, i do think so. i asked many times before, what happen to my dad business..and all my mum say that is this, "something happen, then went bankrupt." of course i know that, and i dont think it is juz as simple as a failed business venture, but rather, something important happen in between. and i've like asked so many times, and my mum wouldn't say anything, or should i say, she changed topic, thinking i will forget about it, but not realising that, i tend to think a lot..maybe, in excess. for eg, i would think, of the possibilities for someone's business to go bankrupt. for eg, wrong investments, couldn't keep up to the dateline of the customer, got sued, or that poor planning, poor administration and stuff like that. and well, i do think it is a slip of the tongue, my mum did mentioned friends before, and she think that i, being young at that time, would forget it, haha..but pray, i remember!! and you know what, at one time, when i and dad are watching tv, the character cheated the friend of his money and stuff like that. then dad suddenly turned to me and said, "you shouldn't trust your friend when it comes to business, when it comes to money." at first, i do not know why he said that, but come to think of it, i'm looking at it in the bigger picture now. won't somebody juz come and talk to me about it? at least let me know, what really happen, that my dad would give up all his friends, and be a lone ranger. next, i've questions like, wat really happen to my dad and his family? this is not a rheotorical question, but rather, a question to be answered. the other day i was juz asking my mum, and all my mum would say is that they couldn't get along. but why? and why my dad has got 2 mothers? rather than one? which one is his "real" mum? and why i've other seen one grandma of mine, when in fact, i've 2? what really happen that cause that "stupid" person to say that i'm the cause of grandpa's death? don't you ever wonder why? and apparently, i tried asking my dad, all he said to me is to shut up, and dont ask why. and this makes me even more curious. i dont know about my sis, she seems to be very "blur", or should i say, she couldn't care less? when in fact, she has talked to grandpa and such? whereas, i'm only a baby!! whatever...next, is that uncle that ive...an American born chinese...wat really happen to him? and why did mum hides the fact that she has told me about it before in front of her friends? and why did she has to say that its not true, when in fact, she has confirm it about 2 times? why,why, why? my dad and mum wouldn't tell anyone, not even their closest one...there are people that will know the answers to all my questions, but surely, i wouldn't have the guts to go and ask them though...so wat to do?? my curiosity about all this is so high, and my clue to these is so low..haha...anybody knows of ideas to make my parents tell me about it? really..hmm...
the "gay" party didn't come today, thank God for it..haha...
ok, how great, i couldn't remember what i want to blog, so that's it for now.
Firstly, i wanna talk about my parents...
Well, i seriously seriously seriously think that my parents are hiding something from us..as in me and my sis...probably she didn't realise it, or would i rather say, she couldn't be bothered by it. well, i can't..i can't resist the temptation to want to know more..so i tried asking before..and the answers that i got back, is not enough to sastify me, coz it is SO general. even a primary school kid knows that. is my parents hiding something from me? yeah, i do think so. i asked many times before, what happen to my dad business..and all my mum say that is this, "something happen, then went bankrupt." of course i know that, and i dont think it is juz as simple as a failed business venture, but rather, something important happen in between. and i've like asked so many times, and my mum wouldn't say anything, or should i say, she changed topic, thinking i will forget about it, but not realising that, i tend to think a lot..maybe, in excess. for eg, i would think, of the possibilities for someone's business to go bankrupt. for eg, wrong investments, couldn't keep up to the dateline of the customer, got sued, or that poor planning, poor administration and stuff like that. and well, i do think it is a slip of the tongue, my mum did mentioned friends before, and she think that i, being young at that time, would forget it, haha..but pray, i remember!! and you know what, at one time, when i and dad are watching tv, the character cheated the friend of his money and stuff like that. then dad suddenly turned to me and said, "you shouldn't trust your friend when it comes to business, when it comes to money." at first, i do not know why he said that, but come to think of it, i'm looking at it in the bigger picture now. won't somebody juz come and talk to me about it? at least let me know, what really happen, that my dad would give up all his friends, and be a lone ranger. next, i've questions like, wat really happen to my dad and his family? this is not a rheotorical question, but rather, a question to be answered. the other day i was juz asking my mum, and all my mum would say is that they couldn't get along. but why? and why my dad has got 2 mothers? rather than one? which one is his "real" mum? and why i've other seen one grandma of mine, when in fact, i've 2? what really happen that cause that "stupid" person to say that i'm the cause of grandpa's death? don't you ever wonder why? and apparently, i tried asking my dad, all he said to me is to shut up, and dont ask why. and this makes me even more curious. i dont know about my sis, she seems to be very "blur", or should i say, she couldn't care less? when in fact, she has talked to grandpa and such? whereas, i'm only a baby!! whatever...next, is that uncle that ive...an American born chinese...wat really happen to him? and why did mum hides the fact that she has told me about it before in front of her friends? and why did she has to say that its not true, when in fact, she has confirm it about 2 times? why,why, why? my dad and mum wouldn't tell anyone, not even their closest one...there are people that will know the answers to all my questions, but surely, i wouldn't have the guts to go and ask them though...so wat to do?? my curiosity about all this is so high, and my clue to these is so low..haha...anybody knows of ideas to make my parents tell me about it? really..hmm...
the "gay" party didn't come today, thank God for it..haha...
ok, how great, i couldn't remember what i want to blog, so that's it for now.
posted by Abigail @ Thursday, August 25, 2005
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