PLZ...TO THOSE WHO OWE ME MONEY...I KNOW I DIDN"T ASK YOU BACK FOR THEM..BUT PLZ BE A KIND SOUL AND RETURN IT BACK TO ME...AND I KNOW SOMETIMES I MAY HAVE FORGET ABOUT IT, BUT PLZ DO NOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED...AND I"M LIKE STRUGGLING EVERYDAY FINANCIALLY, AND I NEED TO PAY BACK SOME PEOPLE..SO PLZ..PLZ PAY ME BACK CAN? OR AT LEAST LET ME KNOW THAT YOU OWE ME MONEY..I CAN'T REMEMBER IT ALL...PLZ....THANXS...COZ AT TIMES, I DONT EVEN HAVE MONEY TO SURVIVE..SO YAR..PLZ COOPERATE..IF NOT NEXT TIME I DONT LEND U ALREADY....THANXS...



Ok, on saturday..i was struggling before i go for service..for wat, i wouldn't want to tell you..and during worship, i didn't sing...coz i know that if i did, i would be an hypocrite...and i would be lying...i dont know why i feel that way, but yar..hah..then well, my headache comes and such...then blah blah blah..then during the time whereby pst mike ask for the deliverance thingy, for the first time in my life, i could feel my heart pounding super duper fast...and seriously...its like...wow..so fast!! and its like i'm kinda scared and nervous..so i went down, got delivered and such..and when i go back to my seat, i started coughing real badly..coz there seems to be something stuck at my chest...like the previous time? no..its worst...and i couldn't really breathe..bt thank God for that sot student..she came over and pray for me...bt after she left, i suddenly couldn't stand people speaking in tongues...i juz got this urge to juz want to block that away from my ears..its seems sort of like "poison" to me...bt after that, i felt better..praise the Lord for everything....my freedom!!! at last!!! whew!! ever since saturday, that did not happen anymore! Praise the Lord...sort of like the chains is taken away from me...

sunday..alright, in the morning, on my way to cg, i was sort of a bit annoyed by that _ _ _ _ _ _ _. yeah..thats right...coz he any-o-how drive..and make me waste 6.60..not only that, then another cab, 4 pluz...box his face lar....haha...so blah blah blah..and i left after worship...and rush all the way back to tamp...then thank God..they wait for me..so took the car all the way to holland nursery..at kranji..the first time i see aunty doris..i was like....goodness...she is ssooooooo weak...lets use the illustration of spaces to show how she look now...from this size to this size...see the difference? ooo..i was like, feel like crying already..and ur nose and mouth area is black...due to the treatment and such...oh God...then after tat, i went in to look at grandma...another one...she's like so weak also..that one i'm like well prepared for it already..bt one thing that i dont like..is the white hair sending the black hair off..bt well, it is God's will...hmm...bt seriously, God, let her get to know You, like the way she accepted You the other time..bt now, she has gone back to her crappy stuff...and she has made a will...urgh...bt yesterday the whole day i was like so bored and so tired..but one thing, i'm such a glutton...dont believe, ask my sis and her bf..i ate like there's no tomrrow...haha...then dinner also...then when we left, i was like saying, "i'm hungry!" then all of them was like..haha...goodness..


ok, today i've burned 46 calories..not much lar...bt after that, i can't breathe again..bt haha...Mr Haikal was like so funny..he made me laugh by doing those funny funny stuff..hee...