Pregnant!

That contraception injection is 99.9%. That is what the doctor say.
"Sure, not to worry, it is 99.9% safe, you wont get pregnant as this goes directly into your body."
Yeah, right. It failed.
3 months later, found out something is wrong. Aunty did not visit. But instead, grow fatter.
Wonder what is wrong.
Went to the doctor.
The doctor say its pregnancy.
How now? 3 months pregnant.
And they say that it is 99.9% safe.
So how to trust contraceptive in the future?
Well, when it's God's timing, you have got to trust Him.
Oh well....
THAT IS WHY I ALWAYS SAY THAT I BELIEVE IN THE 0.01%...


I've been wondering...what happens IF my dad business didn't turn bad? what if his business didn't go bankrupt? then wouldn't i be a rich man daughter? and what if my mum have expanded her company that she has right now? wouldn't our family be ultra rich, IF my dad business is still around?or what IF, my mum did expand her company right now, but dad business fail, but still, it wouldn't be so bad for mum right now...what IF my dad get back on his feet after his business fail in the past? wouldn't he be working now? and besides, you dont see like as though my dad is dumb, he is smart, he can see through people, and he can think very well....and he is right..he have seen that man before, and before both of them got married, my dad say that that man is a bad guy, out there to cheat that woman of her money, of a lot of things..and yes, its true...so many years later, which is now, he has run away with many things, leaving behind responsibilities that he has to bear....what a idiotic man...not a gentleman at all...but the problem is, my dad can't remember where he has seen that man before..and do you know why my dad sort of didn't really have much friends now? coz he thinks that they betray him or something? or that cause his business to fail? hmm....if all of this happens, i wouldn't be so miserable..haha...then my mum wouldn't have worked so hard right now...but well, it is all God's timing, His plans and such...


this few days i'm not really using my brain to think..i wonder why...urgh...


she is no longer interested in me anymore..not as in like those kind of love thingy interest...well, even if something were to happen to me, she will not turn around and help me..coz she thinks that i'm incorrigible? i'm not...i've made up my mind to pick myself up slowly...i know many things happen last few weeks, but i'm not going to stay the same as before...

btw, something happen to me today...i was waiting for bus 93 at my school bus-stop..and amazingly, there's noone at the bus stop, when it is only like 2 pluz...maybe most of my sch peeps are still having lessons...and even the bus stop at the opposite is empty too..so here i was, sitting down there, waiting for the bus for like 20 over mins, and still no sight of the bus...so i was sort of like saying to God this, "God, how i wish someone that i know, or mum's friend, or my relative with vehicle that drive pass here and stop right in front of me and offer a lift to send me home." and you know wat, the next moment, a lorry stop right in front of me! and the man asked me in chinese, "do you want me to send you to the location you want to go?" wow!! it seems like God has answered my prayers, but on the other hand, the man looks very urm..haha...so i said no, and besides, you are nt to go with strangers, though he look super duper familiar..haha..