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Menstrual cramp. juz another case of it. so the mother brought her to the doc. the doc said that the feutus have died. so there goes the shout,"what feutus?" "the baby, mdm" oh no. disaster strucks. the feutus died, and so it came out, and it seems like a normal menstrual cramp, but there's more than meets the eye, the baby DIED. and its less than 2 months. yucks, how gross. but still, it is so saddening, so depressing. Ouch, my cramp hurts. who knows about it? no one, but me.

"You will not master Shakespeare by the end of the year.
There will still be things, a lot of things, you won't understand about Measure for Measure.
However, if you claim to have understood absolutely nothing then, there's something seriously wrong with you.
Can you pass? YES. IF you work at it.
Pls don't make excuses or get someone else to answer for your own shortcomings. I am always sympathetic to your difficulties. But, pls do not take advantage of my compassion by assuming that I will shoulder all responsibilities that come my way, even when it is not mine to bear.
If you know of anything specific that I can do to help you, pls also enlighten me so that we can all help one another.
I have no reasons to sabotage your exams because no teacher wants her/his students to fail.
Thank you for your kind understanding."

Thanks for this man..Ms Yani!! haha...and thanks for the chocolates that you give to us during lit juz now. i'm getting so worried for promos man..i wonder if i can make it. actually, this is kind of true for many things in life, that people make excuses or find substitutes to answer for their own shortcomings. hmm...i really think that everyone should be responsible for their own stuff...theres a reason why i've said that..but i'm not going to say it out here though.

yesterday i was at the airport, and my mum told me something about my family, as in my relative, that i've NEVER EVER know in my life. that i've got cousins from my dad side, and she's an air stewardess from SIA...and she act like a big shot, when in fact, i dont really care about SIA girls, they are juz a "waitress" to me. pardon me if this disappoints you, but too bad. because, to me, its juz a job, and nothing else.

and i still couldn't understand why people are so "hyped" up about actors and actress that are from singapore. alright, not being discriminating here, but i couldn't care less if some actors or actress or singer from singapore pass me by, EXCEPT for Sun Ho...for her, i would bother a lot. the rest, nah! all the more dont come running to me telling me about that you know this person that person who act in this and that, and all the rubbish. i find that it is redundant. many of you would disagree with me, but i dont think what is so great about them, they are juz working for their own rice bowl. maybe some for passion, some for other reasons. unless you are telling me about foreign actors and actress, probably i would bother, but it depends. someone once told me of how she knows this person and that person and how she's related to them and such. and so i asked her, "why are you telling me this?" she couldn't reply me. probably, her aim is to impress, but she seems to have failed in doing so. i wont get impressed by stuff like this, i wonder why. coz to me, their success, or their life, does not reflect about you. even if they are your relative. they may have been successful in their life, but not you. you are juz borrowing their "glory", their success, to make yourself looks great. wat an irony.

that thing that sis dorcas said yesterday, still runs through my head. "what kind of Christian am i?"





i ain't in any mood to blog. the world is being polluted by many things, things that toxicate my mind, my entire being. i've got to release it, before i become poison.


all this while, guillibility had got into me.





I'VE DECIDED. TO PUT EVERYTHING ELSE AS SECONDARY, AND DO WHAT IS PRIMARY....FOLLOW JESUS WHOLEHEARTEDLY! and i've made other decisions as well. not telling you guys. some of you will "destroy" my plan. haha..