Dad you sucks! serve you right. haha. your retribution, for throwing away all my things. some of my magazines, all of my neoprints, my collections and such. i haven't really checked everything yet. so dont know wat other things is being thrown away. and the worst is, he threw away THAT. the thing that mean the most to me. this is the last straw for me man. so i cried, i break down. i cried in bed and all. hate it man.


well, yesterday. morning was already a bad day for me. all the audio "torture" i've to suffer. from GP, to econs to history. urgh. its like, there's no tomorrow for me. and during history, people kept snapping at one another, as though they want that person dead. thats what i feel. and its not a good to be in that kind of situation. and today, was also the same. except that, no one snapped or anything.

promos, promos, promos. wat happen if i can't get promoted? 4 more days of mental torture, of sleepless nights, before i can know the truth.

nobody knows how i feel. and my family dont bother. they make me feel worst. yesterday, when i reached home, sis started nagging at me, and today, i've to face this. what a liar he is. he say that he put it somewhere. everytime he will say this, and always, he threw it away. and i'm not going to trust him anymore. and my mum. she sided with my dad. its always like this. nobody helped me when i needed them the most. you call this family?


i juz lost the battery cover of Ronald's mp3. i'm gonna tell him now, and i wonder if he will get angry and demand me to pay,which i can't afford to.