"what is beauty without style? what is style without beauty? beauty projects style, and style projects beauty. both co-exist together. " ~this is what i've posted on the website, campaign for beauty. this is what i really feels though.



i've juz read somebody's blog. and it came to my realisation of this:

i've been hanging on to my unforgiveness for too long,
i've been hanging on to my hurts for too long,
i've been hanging on to my anger for too long,
i've been hanging on to my anguish for too long,
i've been haning on to what was not true for too long,
and now all i ever wanted,
is to get back what i've lost,
that of my first love.
will i ever get it back?
it all depends on me.
all on me.
yes, me.
Me.


today, i have juz completed my econs paper 3. 4 more days of paper to go, before i get back my freedom. i can't wait. oh, i can't wait. i really desire to do what i'm planning to do after the exams right now, but i know, i can't. i've got to know, when is the right time to do things that i want to do, not any moment or any time that i want. i must be wise, and not be a fool. 2morrow is sort of like a day off for me. i've got to make use of every opportunity, which is to study. i know i can't study right now, i've studied for more than 8 hours from yesterday till today morning. now my brain needs a break. thank God for strength, for wisdom, for understanding. turn to Him, and there He will be. praise the Lord. hee.