Accidentally in love? or I dont love you no more?
I'm eating yoghurt now. the 2nd one for 2day. same brand. mum just buy new stock back home. and the one i'm eating now is the bigger version. different flavor. and this flavor sucks. mixed fruit. and i hate pineapple. i wonder if im eating it now. as in the pineapple. yuck. but overall, the yoghurt is nicer than those that we normally eat. alright.
i still can't believe that she said that she withdraw before the interview. seriously. my everything tells me that she's lying. i may be gullible at times, but i think a lot too. and i think that probably, she didn't even past the first round. alright. i may sound like a hypocrite but yar. and besides, she's not cut out to be one. all talk and no action. NATO. No Action, Talk Only. probably, i'm not cut out for it also. but if you were to ask people to choose, probably they would vote for me more than for her. i'm so BHB. and besides, i already want to withdraw, so even if they call me, i wouldn't bother going for it anyway.
my chinese standard is getting worst. my mandarin sucks. how great. and i'm a chinese. i need help man. next year A level chinese how? take chinese B?
everyday i would think of ways to save up or get the money for my building fund. and everytime i think about it, i always feel like crying. the amount left makes me worried, makes me feel so scared. but no matter wat, my God is my Provider. i shall trust in Him.
they think i do not know what they are planning. i know it from the start. i pretend that i dont know, so that they would continue with their plan. and i'm so silly, i knew it but i told myself it wont be that bad, but it is getting worst. how great right?
i'm so gullible. people always cheat my money. but when i ask her, she said that i'm not gullible, coz sometimes i knew it, its only that i dont want to tell. i'm being too kind. is that true? i hope its not that way.
from "accidentally in love" to "i dont love you anymore". its true. no communication. no exchanging of thoughts and feelings. no more of that anymore.
i still can't believe that she said that she withdraw before the interview. seriously. my everything tells me that she's lying. i may be gullible at times, but i think a lot too. and i think that probably, she didn't even past the first round. alright. i may sound like a hypocrite but yar. and besides, she's not cut out to be one. all talk and no action. NATO. No Action, Talk Only. probably, i'm not cut out for it also. but if you were to ask people to choose, probably they would vote for me more than for her. i'm so BHB. and besides, i already want to withdraw, so even if they call me, i wouldn't bother going for it anyway.
my chinese standard is getting worst. my mandarin sucks. how great. and i'm a chinese. i need help man. next year A level chinese how? take chinese B?
everyday i would think of ways to save up or get the money for my building fund. and everytime i think about it, i always feel like crying. the amount left makes me worried, makes me feel so scared. but no matter wat, my God is my Provider. i shall trust in Him.
they think i do not know what they are planning. i know it from the start. i pretend that i dont know, so that they would continue with their plan. and i'm so silly, i knew it but i told myself it wont be that bad, but it is getting worst. how great right?
i'm so gullible. people always cheat my money. but when i ask her, she said that i'm not gullible, coz sometimes i knew it, its only that i dont want to tell. i'm being too kind. is that true? i hope its not that way.
from "accidentally in love" to "i dont love you anymore". its true. no communication. no exchanging of thoughts and feelings. no more of that anymore.
posted by Abigail @ Monday, November 21, 2005
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