Alright, yesterday i woke up very early and so is 2day. bt 2day is a totally different scenario. i dont mind about waking up early yesterday, but definitely not today. firstly, sis woke me up. she on the light, talked something to me, which i have forgotten. then next, around 7 pluz, mum came to me, and start asking me for the cheque. then blah blah blah..and dad and mum talked so loudly, that i got angry and close my door..haha..managed to catch some sleep though..so yar...


Everyday i've been thinking about that. Seriously. Not joking. Or should i say, about once every hour. Even now. I can't get over it. Unless that happens. Which i pray it will, it definitely will...please...i need it so much....


Dont try to tell me your belief. I wont buy into it. Because i've got my own system of belief, and i'm not only talking about religion, but also stuff like the way i do things and such. When it comes to this, other people point of view doesn't matter to me, for example, like the way i look at issues that contains controversy...like for instance, pro-life and pro-choice. so you have your views, so do i. yes, i would listen to your point of view. but it will nt affect me. thats what i'm trying to say.



Just what is happening to me? I've got emotional outburst the other day, and thank God its not as worst as the other time. and in a way, its affecting me...i want to get over that. but i know its hard, so please pray for strength for me to overcome it, that is if you are a kind soul...and i pray that a prayer warrior would read this.


so much more to say, so little time to do that. btw, this might be my last entry for this week's weekday. will be back on friday. probably i'll blog then, probably not. so stay tuned. i'll be in camp.


Add on to this blog entry:

he called me. i was in a way, scared, in a way, shocked.


saw this girl at city hall control there. she seems to be looking for someone. but i dont know who she is looking for. then she saw me, she approached. and i thought it is for survey. she has this paper with her. so actually wanted to ignore her. but guess wat she said, she said that she is looking for someone to participate in New Face. and she asked me to join. if i'm interested. then i didn't say anything, so she asked me, if i'm 18. bt i told her i'm 17. she looks disappointed. bt as though i would join. my face is not new..haha..have this face since i was born..haha..oh well..not funny at all..bt that girl very poor thing...haiz...



i dont know what i should say, or how to end this whole thing...



i saw amirah they all juz now. and i realised how fortune i am. to be able to get an A for my history. haiz.