I couldn't sleep without reading the Bible at night. It was great. God showed me many things. And i loved it. Yesterday, for like so many months now, i started to STUDY the Bible. not only read it. I study and study it, i write down notes and stuff. Then after that, around 12 plus, i'm already very tired. So i know i cannot continue to study the bible, so i stop and went to bed. But one thing, its awesome. God is so great.


Yesterday, Pst Ulf Ekman shared about his life. His life before Christ. and i remembered this that happened in my life: when i was in sec 1, someone approached me and gave me BS every week. so i was very excited about God, i want to know more about Him. and everyday i will be looking forward for that BS. and not only that, i will always take out my sister bible and start reading and reading. then it came to a point, that i really really want to go to church. so i asked that girl who gave me the BS to bring me to her church. and all she would say to me is this: "the time has not come, wait and be patient. one day i will bring you to church." and that day never come. i got frustrated with her, as she does not want to bring me to church. so i always hated it. that "invisible" church. and i found out that it is a fake. i got very angry. and i told myself that i would never want to go to church or read the bible anymore. but the longing to read God's Word is there. so i couldn't help it and keep reading the bible. and i really want to go to church. so when my sister approached me, i said ok..but i always wake up late so can't go for sunday service..*opps*...until one day, my mum forced me to wake up and go to church. 22nd of July 2002. i went to church, recieved the gift of salvation and i tithed for the first time. wow..God is so great...



i need a job to fulfill my building fund. God is my Provider. i believed He will provide for me. I pray that i would get that job.