I used to believe that everyone that goes to church is seriously lovers of God, that they go to church coz they loved God. but God has always show me so many things. I'm so gullible in the past. but not anymore. Deep in my heart, there's one question that i really want to ask these people(they know who they are, wonder if they are reading). do they go to church to be SEEN or to SEEK God? that is 2 different things. some people go to church so that they can show the world or the people around them that they are christians. and even up till now, people have this mindset that if they are a christian, they are of a higher class. i'm not saying that being a christian we must be low and such. its not that that i'm talking about right now. so therefore, these people goes to church for themselves. to be seen by people, so their relatives and friends can know that they are christian, but they dont live the life of a christian. they just have the name-tag with them that says: "I'm a christian." but in fact, they dont show it at all. on the other hand, there are those that really goes to church to seek God. coz they have gone through so much in their walk with God that they would not want to miss church. thats a BIG difference we are talking about right now.


i was just worshipping with the guitar just now. and i come to know of so many things. wow. so great. my God is so awesome.

i just finished the front part of it already. and now, i'm left with the back. i wonder if i can finish it just in time, and i wonder if i've sufficient finances to do so. may God bless me with a job.



so many things in my mind that i want to share, but i just too lazy to type it down here. so stay tuned.