There's a Jazz Festival 2morrow. i do think that Mystique Jazz Band should really go for all these kind of stuff. but apparently, we dont. probably i should give feedback about this kind of stuff. but probably, one month later, i would have forgotten about it.

2 days in a row. on my way home, when i am listening to the radio, the song "bad day" by daniel powter is always on. it seems like reminding me that i've had a bad day.


window shopping made me realise that there is so many things that i want, but i cant have it. so here's my wishlist, if anyone bothers to buy it for me, or bless me with it:

1. wallet (most impt one)...the quicksliver one or is it ripcurl? the one at the wisma atria
2. shoes....school shoes and one to wear go out. total cost will be around 300 plus?
3. tops
4. jeans
5. skirts
6. mp4 player...i long time nv bring discman out already
7. accessories
8. wristband. i dont wanna keep wearing my billabong one..it means something to me
   
9. books...wow...kinokuniya..hmm...

my friends kept asking me if i know of any jobs. i myself am looking for jobs also. their reason for wanting a job is so that they would have enough money to buy stuff that they want apart from their allowance. but for me, i've got 3 main reasons:

1. building fund
2. diploma
3. save back the amount of money that is originally in my mum's account. plz dont tell her this, and i'm not the one that spend it all. so i've to pay it back. so sad

i realised that my family are having a good life. except for me. my sis went to restaurants and hotels to eat nearly about twice a week. and sometimes, she get to eat seafood everyday. and she doesn't run out of money. how great. my mum. she has got money. she just doesn't want to admit. when she goes out, she keep treating other people, so she has got the money. and at times, she goes to hotels and eat. esp those 5 star or 6 star hotel. how great. for my dad, he keep cutting my allowance, so he would have money to eat..and he has got spare also. but when i look at myself, i pity myself. one day can only have enough money to eat one meal. i've been eating one meal since monday. monday to friday. hmm...great way to slim down. but on the other hand, my health is getting worst. no more gastric pills. no more medicine left. how great. but God will provide.


i need a job. real badly.